read this if you want I'm sure no one would tho.

rant

I honestly just want to stop all the attention i get from people around me. But i care about everyone so much i just want to be there for them i just don't know how to help those who are suffering. I'm useless compared to anyone else. Everyone else is so much more amazing than me, or at least in my eyes they are. I want to be like everyone else but i just end up being my own awkward self. And i hate that. I hate myself. And i hate the fact that i want to be the same as others. I just want to be my old self but i completely forgot who that person even was.