His Broken Mind~Solby AU

Chapter 1

Colby's POV

I hate this school and anyone who looks at me. Except for one person. Sam Golbach. I never really thought that he would break through my small invisible wall but he did. It took a while for me to open up to him completely but it happened and now I feel very close to him. I just hope he does too.

Most people think that I'm just a crazy dude who just wants to be alone. Yes, I do want to be alone but I'm not crazy. The correct term to describe my mind state would be traumatized. I never told anyone about the events that affected me until Sam came along and I'm glad that he did. I was so relieved to finally have someone to talk to rather than keeping all of my emotions to myself. He's been there for me ever since I opened up and I'm glad.

It's fourth period right now which means that lunch is next, but I don't have any classes with Sam because of the grade difference. I'm a Senior and he's a sophomore but we do talk and hang out during lunch and after school.

Sam introduced me to his parents and siblings and they accepted me after hearing about my past. They let me stay over if I want and they take care of me when things aren't good at home. Sam has only been to my house once and I still regret taking him to this day. My parents aren't the best. I came out to them telling them I was BI back in middle school and they haven't been the best at all after that. They even told other relatives and one of them did things to me that I will never forget. When Sam came over that time, my parents were mad that I didn't get permission to let him come over and such and they even yelled at Sam even though he didn't do anything. I haven't took him there since.

Sam is very special to me. He's the only one who I felt has genuinely cared for me and the only one who is willing to help me through my tough times. I feel like my feelings towards him are becoming more than friendly but I cannot be too sure.

It's time for lunch which means I'll be meeting Sam. We usually like to hang out in the back of the school where all the stoners and hippies hang out. Those people are the only people who don't criticize me but I never really got close to them. I introduced Sam to them. At first he was very hesitant but he got used to them. Now whenever we want some weed or whatever they'll hit us up so that's good I guess?

Ew, people. I always hate walking to lunch because everyone goes through the same hallway. I always get pushed around by almost everyone. Calling me freak and psycho as well. I started walking very fast, being very desperate to meet up with Sam. As I walked to the cafeteria I made my way to the door on the other side that lead to the courtyard. Sam always waits for me there. As I walked out of the door, or course, I see Sam. He gives me a heartwarming smile and I give him one back. We started walking to back and once we smelled weed we knew we were getting close.

"Hey Sam, hey Colby. Want a hit?", asked a girl who goes by the name Ash. Short for Ashley. "Nah it's cool. Sam?", I asked. "Come on Colby you know what my answer is". I chuckled. Of course Sam is the good student who doesn't want to get in trouble. "Not surprised, coming from you Sam", said another stoner who's name is Jake. He was probably the only one out of the hippie/stoner group who me and Sam got close to.

"So how's it been going?", asked Jake. "Boring as usual but at least I'm here now with you guys", said Sam. "How about you Colby?". "Boring as well, except for this wacky experiment that happened during science. Some dude decided to explode his lab table and he went unconscious", explained Colby. "Bro...wow that sure does make a boring day interesting", said Jake as he took another hit from his blunt. "Yeah...". I stared off into the fields our school was near of and just looked at how calming it is. I looked over and saw Sam doing to the same and smiled. It so chill...even without the weed to help us.

There was a light breeze which made it even better. I then felt something on my shoulder. I saw Sam, looks like he's getting sleepy. This isn't the first time he's done this while we were chilling. I usually let him stay on my shoulder until lunch is over. Sometimes he even gets so sleepy that his head falls on to my lap. Not that I'm complaining. Soon he ends up falling asleep and lands on my lap. A few minutes past by and I can see Jake and his group looking at me and Sam and making giggling noises and such. I always just let them be, not really denying their assumptions. Soon the bell to let everybody know that lunch is over rings. And of course, Sam doesn't wake up. I lightly shake him while calling his name. He starts to wake up. "Mmm...let me sleep...", he complains. I like it when Sam gets like this, it's adorable. I told him how lunch was over and that we had to head to class. He reluctantly moved from my lap but didn't stand up and rubbed his eyes. When he first started falling asleep on me during lunch he would always get up quick, flustered and apologizing but it was cute. Now he doesn't react at all and we act as if it's a very normal thing for us to do.

Jake and his friends were the same as well. They were very accepting even though me and Sam weren't a thing but they always said how we looked like a couple. When Sam first started falling asleep a few months back, Jake and his friends were literal 11 year old girls squealing at us. I would always have to tell them to shut up, afraid of Sam waking up. Now they just smile at us and let us relax which I'm glad for.

Sam finished rubbing his eyes but still wouldn't get up. I stood up and did what I usually did when he gets hesitant. I put my arms under his arms and pulled him up. He just leaned onto my chest and kept complaining. I expected this of course but I never really thought of a solution besides walking him back to the school building. He said bye with a pouty face and I ruffled his hair, smiling. We separated, walking into the buildings meant for our grades and went to class.

But as I was heading to class, someone I really didn't want to meet started walking up to me with a smirk on his face.

"Hello Brock...we have some unfinished business"

A/N: So this is my first Solby story I hope y'all enjoy it. And yes expect long chapters like this one, I always tend to get carried away with these things. Also expect maybe some slow updates here and there. I am still updating and writing another story so yeah.