Adopted|BTS FF|

My Goodbye

After a few seconds I finally opened my eyes again. The stars seemed as if they were shining even brighter than before in the dark indigo colored night. I decided to finally take a look at where I was.

I looked to my left and saw a sight that had brought me back to tears. I had ran back to my parents' graves. I let out a sigh and laughed lightly before asking, " I'm a mess aren't I? Your little girl has turned into a mess. What do I do now? " I sighed knowing that they couldn't answer me and said, " I wish I could be with you guys. I wish I could be loved by you again. Instead I'm living in this cruel world. "

I sighed again and sat there for awhile before I finally decided to get up. I smiled at my parents and said, " I should probably be heading back now before I end up in even more trouble. I know that I feel like giving up but I will go on for you guys. Your daughter will keep going for you. I love you. "

With that I gave one last smile and began walking again. I walked back from where I came from taking in the cool night air. Soon enough I was in front of the house. I was waiting across the street for the cars to pass by when I saw all the guys and Yuri at the other side.

They didn't seem to notice me but Jin glanced over and gasped. I could see his obvious tears as he shouted to me. " I'm sorry! We're all sorry! Please just come back! It was all a misunderstanding! We promise this time we won't mess up! " I smiled gently and finally all the cars had passed by.

Jin held out his arms and said, " Please, come back home. " With that, I stepped into the street. I walked across and right when I was about to start running over, everything seemed as if it were in slow motion.

Loud honking and bright lights were coming from my right and I stopped and looked over. A truck was speeding towards me and it wasn't stopping. I couldn't move fast enough as it was moving at such a fast speed and soon I smashed against it.

I felt pain erupt throughout my entire body and I was slammed against the window shield. My head hit part of the car's hood and a scream was heard followed by many shouts and yells as I was lifted off the truck. I blinked and looked up to see a crying Jin. I felt guilty seeing him crying because of me. I held up my hand and wiped away his tears. I leaned up towards him a little bit and quietly said, " I forgive you. It's not your fault. It's mine for causing you trouble. I'm sorry. "

I could see him cry even more as he held my hand tightly. I blinked to try and stay awake when he leaned down and said, " Don't say that. It's never your fault. You're not trouble. You're going to be okay. I promise. Never forget that we love you. " I smiled as I tried my best to stay awake. I was just so tired that I felt my eyes closing just as a single tear fell out and slid down my cheek. I was soon met with darkness all over again.

I guess this is my goodbye.