~Third Point of View~
~Weeks later~
David had engaged Jack and now they had time for planing the wedding and after that was their bachelor's party then wedding. Simon, he was back to filming AGT, he heard the news about the engagement, he was very sad at the time of filming, he had nothing now, no one to share his love to.
"Hey best friend", Howie said, Heidi and Mel just laughed and got back to their girly conversations. Simon sighed, he wanted to cry badly.
"Hello Howie", Simon said, trying to hide the sadness. Howie looked at Simon and observe.
"Simon, is there anything wrong ?", Howie asked, Simon nodded and just teared up.
"Is it about David ?", Howie asked, Simon nodded and just cried. Then the crew came in and told the judges to come back since the break was over.
"Can you still judge ?", Howie asked, Simon nodded only, he just nods.
They were all on their seats, one contestant came out from the backstage, Howie did the interview and he started to sing called "Want You Back".
Can't help but wondering if this
Is the last time that I'll see your face
Is it tears or just the fucking rain?
Wish I could say something
Something that doesn't sound insane
But lately I don't trust my brain
You tell me I won't ever change
So I just say nothing
Simon was silent, listening to the lyrics, crying silently. And the three judges noticed that.
No matter where I go, I'm always gonna want you back
No matter how long you're gone, I'm always gonna want you back
I know you know I will never get over you
No matter where I go, I'm always gonna want you back
Want you back
Simon really wished that he can have David back, the light in the darkness. But it will never happen he thought.
I remember the freckles on your back
And the way that I used to make you laugh
'Cause you know every morning I wake up
Yeah I still reach for you
I remember the roses on your shirt
When you told me this would never work
You know even when I say I've moved on
Yeah I still dream for you
Simon didn't care if David was taken, he lied about moving on, deep inside it was hard to move on. The man that Simon loved was taken away from him.
No matter where I go, I'm always gonna want you back
No matter how long you're gone, I'm always gonna want you back
I know you know I will never get over you
No matter where I go, I'm always gonna want you back
Want you back
He stayed silent as ever, he wasn't this silent before, now tears are dripping down, making the paper on his desk, wet.
You know even when I say I moved on
You know even though I know that you're gone
All I think about is where I went wrong
He picked up the pen and wrote something on the back of the paper, saying; "Congratulations you got four yeses and you made me cry. Please press the golden buzzer for me" And continued listening to contestant.
You know even when I say I moved on
You know even though I know that you're gone
All I think about is where I went wrong
Yeah I still dream for you
No matter where I go, I'm always gonna want you back
No matter where I go, I'm always gonna want you back
I'm always gonna want you back
No matter how long you're gone, I'm always gonna want you back
I know you know I will never get over you
No matter where I go, I'm always gonna want you back
Want you back
The contestant stopped and the audience cheered at him, Simon stood up and quickly got down from the panel and run to the dressing room.
He was now alone, he cried for so long, he want David so badly.
He felt suicidal and lonely, he really want David so badly.
To be continued...
Sorry if it triggers to someone at the end , I hope you like this chapter and 5 chapters to go ! yay !... So bye I guess...
