A/N: So, there's a suicide content on this chap, I'm not trying to the bad or something or trigger someone. And if this chap triggers you, you can just skip it at David's POV.
~weeks later~
Simon Cowell
So, I'm now suicidal, my friends started to talk me over it, I just can't I just cut my wrist.
I heard that David and Jack will be married in LA and David gave me an invitation, I don't want to come on his day since I have some meeting in London, filming of AGT was done, now I was packing up. After that I went to my bathroom, grabbed a razor and cut my wrist, it felt good, I felt like I don't have any problems, like a solution for all my problems.
Then my phone rang, I dropped the razor and grabbed my phone from my jean pocket, I looked at the caller I.D. and it was David, I ignored it, putting it back in my pocket and walked out of the bathroom, grabbing my jacket and go to Lauren's house to spend time with Eric.
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David Walliams
I was now at my rehearsal dinner with my mum and Jack's parents then my grooms men and best man, I should have chosen Simon, I called him earlier but he seemed to be busy, I guessed.
The rehearsal dinner was tiring as fuck and I hated it tho but it was needed for some reason.
After all that rehearsal, I was back to my hotel with Ant, Dec, Stephen, Robbie and Matt. They were just watching something on Netflix whilst I stay out from them, making me stay at the balcony, I texted and called Simon for many times, but he didn't reply or called back. I was getting worried because Demi, Alesha and Amanda told me that he was suicidal, I was worried af.
I didn't stopped, I stayed at the balcony for an hour, texting and calling, he didn't answered the calls. Then I gave up, ended calling Lauren and good thing, she answered it, she told me that Simon was okay, just had fresh new cuts on his wrist but doesn't want to be disturbed since he was having some quality time with Eric, I understand that.
Right now, all I can think now was Simon, Simon was on my mind and I noticed a few weeks ago that twitter and Youtube was quaking because of Simon crying and walking away from the panel. I'm so worried right now. And I noticed lately that Jack wasn't really cooperating with the rehearsal dinner, thinking he was just really tired.
To be continued...
So, I kinda rushed this chap because my shoulder was aching like hell, but I hope everyone liked this chapter and 4 chapters to go !
