"Leave me alone David!!"I responded slamming my bathroom door shut. I needed a shower.
"Let me in,"he said softly, "I'm sorry, I couldn't help myself. Can we talk?"
I turned the water on as loud as I could, so he could believe I couldn't hear him. I didn't want to be in any contact with him at this moment.
As soon as the water was ready, I immediately got in. I stood there for about five minutes staring into space just trying to figure out my next move. Trey would kill me if he found out I cheated on him.
"Toni?" I heard.
"How'd you get in here?"I asked backing up to a wall.
"Don't walk away from me."
"This isn't right...Us?"
"It was always right, you knew since day one how much I wanted you to be mine,"he started, "I may have gotten carried away but I have no regrets for what I did."
"You made me cheat on my boyfriend."
"I can't make you do anything, you enjoyed it."
I stood frozen not knowing what to say or think. Did I enjoy it? That's besides the point. I never meant for it to happen.
"Tell me you didn't feel something,"he said getting closer.
"Please."
"If I kissed you right now, would you stop me?"he whispered in my ear.
He stared deeply into my eyes before he lifted me up and stuffed his tongue down my throat.
I never stopped him...
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I love you Toni
We began making out without saying a word to each other. I just don't understand what it is about him that makes me surrender at times like this. As much as I wanted to stop once again I just couldn't and that was surreal to say I didn't feel the same way about him.
Before I knew it, we were inside my bedroom soaking wet. He let me down onto my feet, but our lips never parted. He began telling me sweet things like how beautiful I was and how much he cared about me.
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