Hey I'm Rosalie and this is my story.
You know that feeling when you wake up and just know that the day was going to be messed up? That's how I felt when I woke up for my first day of school.
My mom insisted that I go to school my senior year which...
There will be time jumps again just as a heads up. Continue to tell me what you think and your suggestions. Enjoy your reading.
*Six months from day one*
Rosalie's pov.
Dear diary, Arrow doesn't talk with me as much because he is always with Baley. He still comes over once a week but he only stays long enough to help me with my homework and me help him. She only hangs out with me when Arrow is around. I beginning to think they don't really care. Sincerely Rosalie.
"Hey there Rosalie. Where's Arrow." Baley asks.
"I don't know usually he's stuck to you." I say a bit harsh.
She didn't seem to notice as she looks around to find him. Once she spots him she runs to him and high fives him.
Jealousy turns in my stomach. I watch as they cheerfully talk to each other and ignore me. Anger boils inside me and I can feel my claws start to shift out.
I run to the bathroom and run cold water to splash on my face. The bell rings and I run to my class. The wasn't much work to do today so my thoughts were nothing but them talking and ignoring me.
During gym we were doing an activity were we had to tag others in our animal form. Everyone went and changed. I shifted into my lion and growled. I was still in a foul mood.
The teacher chose one of the foxes to be it. Everyone ran around except me. I stalked the gym floor not really caring. My mind was to full of rage. Before I know it I'm tagged.
I roar and Chase the first thing in front of me. I zig zag and Chase everyone. I finally chose another wolf and tag them. Finally the teacher blew his whisle and we all changed back.
When it was time for lunch I skipped it and went to the woods behind the school. I went in deep so that no one would see me then I shifted into my wolf. I ran through the woods until I knew it had to be time for my next class.
I changed back and went back inside. I arrived just in time to run to my next class. Luckily it wasn't that far away. We had to write another paper for English and for the rest of the day I basically tried to keep my mind busy.
*11 months after first day*
Dear diary, Today is my 18 birthday. If my mate is 18 then today I will know of I have a mate. There is only one month of school left thankfully. On sadder news, Arrow is Taking Baley to the schools dance. Guess who wasn't invited? Me of course. I'm never invited to anything. Since its the end of the year and Arrow thinks he can pass, he has stopped coming over completely. Now I wish that if I have a mate they're nothing like Arrow. Sincerely Rosalie.
"Happy birthday Rose!" my family shouts as I walk in the kitchen.
"Thanks you guys." I say smiling.
My mom tells me that when I get home I'll get cake. I thank her and hop out of the car when we get to school. When I'm walking to class I see Arrow and Baley hugging.
I speed to my class and hope the day goes by fast. Great now I'm a water works show. I can't do anything without tears coming to my eyes. I think to myself.
Gym comes but no one tells me happy b-day. This makes me more sad was but it turns to anger.
By lunch time I feel like my head is going to explode. I skip lunch and walk outside. Its not like they'll miss me. I climb a tree and watch the school. The wind blows through my hair and sooner than I want to I jump down to go back to class.
The rest of the day goes by without me losing my mind. I didn't find my mate but it could either mean that they're not old enough or they don't go to school here.
*Three days left of school.*
Dear diary, I have a very bad feeling about today but what can I say? I have to finish these last days to feel complete. I'm not writing much today but maybe tomorrow. Sincerely Rosalie.
I walk in school and can smell my mate. Hmmmm honey and redwood. I run around until I come to the smell. Its Arrow and he sniffing the air too.
He walks over to me and says, "I'm sorry but I can't."
"Why?!" I ask with tears threatening to fall.
"I like Baley." He says with a pained look.
"What about when she finds her mate or when she knows that we are mates? What about my feelings that you have been crushing since you met her? I wish she would have just stayed where she came from. I hate how you've made me feel and how you've treated me. If you think I'm going to make this easy, you're wrong." I say with my voice shaking.
Baley comes around the corner. "What's going on here?" she asks.
"We are mates and because of you he doesn't want me." I tell with a growl at the end.
She goes wide eyes and jumps back. "I..I...I..." She stutters.
"Go cool off! You will not hurt her!" Arrow says stepping in my way.
"So you really care nothing about mate's? I hope you never find someone new and if you to find another mate I hope she loves another!" I yell running home.
I went straight to my room window and climbed inside to bawl my eyes out. I cried and cried for hours until there were no tears left. I climbed back out my window and ran back to school to wait for my mom.
She noticed my puffy red eyes and my sniffly nose. She asked what was wrong and I told her everything on the way home.
So... I know it's not like you expected right? Well I did say the word unique in the beginning of the book. - What do you think of the whole mate thing? - What to you think of Arrow? - What do you think of Baley?
This is SSD signing out. ✅
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