Twist Me

apologizes

I knew it was wrong.
I knew having a stranger all over me, while I was drunk and confused wasn't something to be happy over. In the back of my mind I was terrified, not cause of what was happening, but because I knew I'd never feel anything if it isn't Levi. Tears began to well up in my eyes. Feeling that same sick to my stomach feeling I had when this all first began.

The ringing of the phone didn't stop, someone must have been angry with me but at this point in time it no longer mattered. I let the strange man kiss my neck, his teeth grazing downward then biting; causing me to cry out from pain. Each painful touch and squeeze would leave the reminensce of a bruise, and each bite would surface along with new hickeys. Maybe if Levi saw me, he'd know I found someone new. My thoughts were pulled back to me when the gruff voice of the man above me spoke.

"Stay still, don't you touch that phone" before I could say anything else a sharp gut wrenching pain ripped through me, he was going in dry. The pain was almost excruitating but he didn't seem to care. The smell of alcohol wafted off his breath, and I learned I no longer wanted this. Tears continued to fill my eyes as he thrusted inside me, I just wanted it to be over. My entire body felt vulnerable and weak, knowing he must have slipped something in my drink because I could no longer move well.

The ringing on the phone has stopped long ago, only the grunts of the man above me, and my crying could be heard. Until the door slammed open.

Everything happened before I could blink, in my blurry vision, the figure of a small man storming into the apartment. The weight of that strange man being taken off of me, muffled shouts. The voice sounded eerily like Levis, but it couldn't be there was no way he'd find me. The medicine the man drugged me with kicked in, and at this point I could hear my heart pounding through my ears. That is, until that figure started shaking me harshly.

"You fucking idiot can I leave you alone for five minutes without you getting into trouble?!" I recognized that voice, and every fiber in my body reached towards him, reached towards the man I love, the man I can't see myself without. I didn't care if he was scolding me, I was happy.

"Levi, I missed you, I'm so sorry" tears welled up in my eyes wrapping my arms around him. My security, my happiness. but Levi was furious, his entire body shaking.

"What the fuck did he do to you, I'll kill him, I'll slit his throat" fire raged in Levis eyes, and for the first time I was scared, not for me. But for the man currently knocked out on the floor. I was fully aware of what Levi was capable of doing, and that was the scary part. "Levi, I'm okay I promise" My hollow words didn't seem to do much. I wasn't okay, and he knew it. I was covered in New bruises, hickeys, I was bleeding from the waist down and covered in bite marks. I looked like a mess. All I ever wanted was Levi, but I messed it up.

Before I could think, Levi was standing up storming towards the man. No longer able to move, my legs were sunk into the ground. It felt like metal plates were crushing my body. But still I pulled my body towards him , dragging myself until I reached Levi. Right before he slit the man's throat I grabbed his leg, the look of anger and fear in his eyes scared me.

"Please Levi, let's go home. Don't kill him" Levis frown twisted into something sadistic as he stood there frozen gripping the knife. But Levi let it go, putting the knife in his pocket scooping me up into his protective arms. I still had a bad feeling, something was off about Levi. I felt the warmth cradling myself into his arms, the smell of alcohol was replaced with cologne, and rough skin replaced with soft. I missed this, I always wanted Levi all to myself and nobody else.

****Time skip****

By the time we reached the apartment, I was happy to be home. But Levi remained quiet, and for some reason I couldn't figure out why.

"Lets get you to the bath, I'll help wash you" He mumbled quietly as we got into the bathroom, I stripped off all my clothes and a sickening look crossed Levis face. Almost as if he was afraid to look at me or touch me. When I sat in the warm bathwater Levi didn't get in, instead he sat by the side helping me wash. I was determined to get to the bottom of what was wrong.

"Levi, what's the matter? Is it because I left?" Silence. Just the sound of Levi squeezing the water onto my body. "Or is it because I let that guy-"

"Look, Eren, I was already hurt and mad when you left again. But then I find some guy all over you, his marks are all over you still. His bruises, and bite marks cover you. It makes me sick to my fucking stomach, so could you just shut up and let me wash you, you got your answer!" I was shocked at Levis voice, echoing into the bathroom. Knowing all to well I should be quiet, tears filled my eyes, I never wanted to upset him. But the moment Levi saw my tears, it's like he shifted completely. wiping them away as he kissed my cheek.

"Eren, baby, I'm sorry I didn't mean to yell. It just makes me mad how his DNA is all over you" a shiver ran down my spin as Levis lips grazed my ear tugging on it gently. The next words out of his mouth made me hold my breath; "But maybe, I can erase every trace of him off of you, let me touch you" His voice dropped to a rough whisper while warm hands slid down my stomach causing my body to shake in pleasure. The next thing I knew my body was being lifted and taken to the room, our room. I was perfectly happy and content, though my body still hurt.

The sight of Levi crawling slowly on top of me was a sight I surly missed. With a low growl he examined my naked body, tracing my chest with his finger.

"You're mine. Eren Jeager."