A stupid fucking rant that won't matter.
IM FUCKED UP.
MY FAMILY ALWAYS MAKES ME THE STUPID ONE.
I'M NOT EVEN KIDDING WE FUCKING LOST OUR HOUSE.
AND NOW I'M ALWAYS TAKING THE BLAME BECAUSE MY SPOILED AS FUCKBABY COUSIN IS BEING A FUCKING BRAT AND I GET BLAMED.
MY STUPID AS FUCK UNCLE WHO IS BY THE WAY A YEAR OLDER THAN ME, THINKS HE'S BETTER THAN EVERYONE ELSE EVEN THOUGH HE'S BASICALLY THE MOST SHIT STUPID PERSON. HE THINKS HE'S SO SMART EVEN THOUGH HE DOESN'T GO TO SCHOOL. HE NEVER TAKES SHOWERS AND HE SAYS I STINK?! FUCK YOU MOTHERFUCKER.
JUST BECAUSE MY OTHER COUSINS DON'T GIVE HIM SOMETHING HE CALLS US SELFISH AND HE NEVER RESPECTS HIS MOTHER WHICH BY THE WAY ALWAYS TRIES TO PROVIDE FOR HIS NEVER ENDING NEEDS.
HE ALWAYS ASKS MY GRANDPA (WHO CAN BARELY EVEN AFFORD FOR HIS FAMILY *STEP*) FOR MONEY AND THE ONE TIME I ASK FOR MONEY FROM MY GRANDPA CAUSE I WAS HUNGRY AS FUCK, HE CALLS ME SELFISH AND SAYS THAT I WAS SUCH A FUCKING MORON FOR ASKING HIM FOR MONEY WHEN HE CAN BARELY AFFORD FOR HIS FAMILY.
WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT SON OF A BITCH? I ASK ONE TIME. YOU ASK ALL THE TIME AND THE ONLY TIME YOU TAKE INTO CONSIDERATION HOW MUCH YOUR TAKING THE NICENESS OF YOUR FATHER FOR GRANTED IS WHEN I ASK FOR MONEY IN SUCH A VULNERABLE STATE.
I FUCKING HATE LIFE.
BUT BY THE WAY, IM STILL TRYING TO CONVINCE MYSELF THAT I'M NOT DEPRESSED.
YEAH, I'M THAT STUPID.
AND NOW I CAN'T EVEN LEAVE THE HOUSE WITHOUT FEELING UNSAFE BECAUSE MY OTHER SICK TWISTED UNCLE WHO LOST US OUR HOUSE IS PROBABLY GOING TO POUNCE AT ME ANY SECOND OF THE DAY.
YEAH.
I'M FUCKED UP.
