Hi
I'm rlly sad rn. Bc of a multitude of reasons that could sound atupid to you but it still hurts all the same.
Ok, soooo i'm getting a sibling. And most of y'all might say that i'm ungrateful for not wanting one, but i have my reasons. Basically, i was an unplanned pregnancy, a result of a one night stand. My parents only stayed together bc they felt like it was a deed. But they're in good terms. I was unplanned, and the fact that this baby is planned fucking hurts me, because i'm the fucking mistake and it just hurts. I sound stupid, i know.
My parents don't even fucking want me around and im used to it. They fight constantly when im around and they always assume the worst in me. My friends say it's wrong, but it's ok, i'm used to it. My dad blames me for stupid shit i didn't do, for even the tiniest mistake, i get an earful.
I literally have my friends and that's it. My parents are too warped around this whole baby shit that i don't want nor feel the need to talk to them anymore. Some peopls dmed me, asking about the baby and it's uncomfortable. I don't want to answer their questions on a topic i'm sensitive about yet people keep asking and i don't want to come off as rude. I've been an only child for so long it irks me to have a sibling. They say it's a blessing but i've been staying up most nights just falling apart.
I love the people who have been there for me. I love them to pieces and i just want to thank them for everything. I love y'all so much, and i'm so grateful to be part of such an amazing community.
Also, i was feeling it and decided i would take pictures bc im a horre
Yes, i wore pigtails hihi
Anyways, angel is a sweetheart and i love her so fucking much 💖, alli is literally the best💞, lex is the cutest baby😍, abby is my bitch and ilh 😌✊ byeeeeee
