Life Choices •Kakashi lemon & love story•

Power Discovered

~Kakashi's POV~
I closed the door and gathered myself. Pakkun walked up to me and nuzzled against my leg, "Kakashi why would you go do that, you could have had a discussion about it instead of acting irrationally while drunk," the small dog asked.

"Shut up Pakkun. I did what's best for me, that's all that matters. She's a teammate and nothing else," I snarled at the dog. Pakkun sighed and was gone with a poof. 

I went to my room and threw myself on the bed. I could tell I was acting childish but I knew her coming back was to good to be true and she would just leave again. Leave me in my own blood again, she's a medic ninja for God's sake! The feelings came back to easily for my liking, we were both different now. I touched my neck where the hickey she gave me resided, I'm gonna miss her.

~Amaya's POV~
I stood there with the door ajar replaying what just happened in my head. I couldn't lose him again but I couldn't force him to talk to me either. I slipped on some blue ninja shoes instead of my common heals and stepped outside. I needed to collect my thoughts but I was out of sorts. The cold air hit me immediately but I didn't go back inside. I shut the door and walked away from the building. The rain drenched me in seconds and my hair stuck to my face. I walked aimlessly around to places. The training grounds, the barbecue restaurant, and the bar we first went out to. Kurenai telling me things went through my head as well as what Kakashi told me at my door.

I felt tears well up in my eyes but I didn't dare let one fall. I dropped to ground beside a lake and mulled over Kakashi and over my past. It had been so long since I let my memories flow and quickly became overwhelmed with emotion. I might have been delusional but I could swear I heard music coming from all around me. Sad music that put a sound to how I felt. I sat on my knees next to the lake and collected myself.

I looked up to see that the rain had no sign of stopping. I also came to the realization I was lost and leaned back against a tree, frustrated. I could use my transportation jutsu to get back home but I was far to tired. Suddenly, little flower buds began sprouting for a foot around me in every direction. It took them about a minute each for them to bloom into beautiful roses like ones that covered my body. I watched as they began to crystallize and emit a soft red light. I began to hear the sad music get louder and louder as the light from the flowers grew brighter. The rain became heavier if that was even possible and I began to feel myself weakening. My tattoos began feeling like chakra was flowing from them and soon enough it was visible. They became bright and began burning like the hundreds of little flowers around me. I heard a voice known to me as Shinju my tailed beast.

"Amaya what happened?" I replayed the memory for Shinju as my body weakened more and more, "Maybe he has reasons unknown my dear. Do you understand what's happening right now?" 

"No, why are there so many roses around me. Why are my tattoos emitting chakra visible to my normal eyes?" I tried to remain calm but as I weakened and watched this play out, it felt so real I wanted to scream.

"This is the Rose Crystal jutsu. Your name means night rain so I suppose it's only natural for it to be triggered for the first time in rain at night," Shinju chuckled before continuing, "You can crystallize anything, you can use anything as your weapon. This has always been your power, you just didn't know. You can make it rain anytime and use the rain to form these flowers which give you chakra to use in a fight. However you need to be in a team to use this so they can back you up while you do all this. It's virtually useless if you act alone. This is the power of your Kekkei Genkai, your mother possessed it just as she possessed me." 

I could only stare forward in shock as Shinju went back to rest inside me. I looked up as the rain grew heavier again. I moved myself to another position under the tree which caused more roses to pop up and repeat the same cycle. I was freezing cold and soaking wet with only one thought in mind, Kakashi, but not in a good way. I had made my final decision, when the rain lets up I'll go find the Hokage and leave Kakashi's team. I would go back to the ANBU or go as a traveler, I had no desire to stay in the Leaf village. The rain seemed to just keep getting heavier and heavier. I tried to stand which only resulted in me falling back to the ground. I tried over and over to stand to no avail, and with a final collapse I blacked out.