"Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you never met
But loving him was red" ~ RED by Taylor Swift ~
"Loving him was red
While missing him was dark gray
But losing him was blue like I'd never known"
It keeps on repeating all over my head
I can't keep it all.
Its breaking me.
I fall apart.
Why?
Why not me?
I've trusted you.
Loving you was red
Many emotion is exerted in that colour
That was our color before but it turns out to be
Dark gray
Why did it fade?
I'm missing you so bad.
I really do.
I just can't show it off because
I'm afraid. Afraid that if I'd ask you
the question
My heart would be ripped in two.
But never thought bout'
Losing you.
Losing you is blue
I don't know what to do
My mind is always in chaos
Every time I think about you
Asking my self
Am I not enough?
I'm really not that worth it?
Am I not worth the wait?
But. Okay.
I'm done pleasing people
If you want me in your life
Then you can have me
But if you don't
Then its my last good bye
Adios my love❤
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06/23/18 11:38 pm
