I use to be your sunshine with a little bit of hurricane
But now, to you, I'm just a storm who passed by
I use to be your happy pill
But now, it turns out to be I'm the bitter pill
I use to see those eyes smiling for me
And it breaks my heart seeing you smiling for her with the same genuine lovely smile
I use to be your star
But she's the moon for you
You said I am your gold
But now she's your treasure
You said I am your coffee
But it turns out she's the water for you
I'm badly hurt by those truth but baby
God knows how I'm trying to be okay
I'm too weak right now
But what if I laugh and just go on with my day without you
Would that help me?
If I stop tearing and bleeding from the inside
Would I be okay?
I'm hurting too much because I've realized
I'm still no one's favorite
I'm still the option
Not the priority
I'm hopeless now
I lose my self just a little while ago
I'm trying my best to find my self again
And keep my sanity safe
Thank you for being so cautious
Even tho you know that soon I'd still know
But please just give me the truth that the two words 'you & me' just ended
If your happy with her, then I'm happy for you :')
I'm pretty sure me and my heart we'll make it through those heartbreaks
I'll try my best to be the sunshine again even if its not for you
At least for someone else.
Take good care of her
Love her more than anything
~END~
06/26/18 6:01 AM
