Warning: I'm trying so hard not to put cuss on this chapter so if you're sensitive then this chapter is not for you (at least I've tried my best) ..peace ouuut.
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Fudge I hate promises..
Promises that are not fulfilled.
I hate the feeling of it.
The way they upset you makes you feel not worthy
The emptiness inside you, they make it bigger and stronger
They're making the sad you come out.
Then they'll ask you "why are you upset?" "You're salty. What happend"
Bich. You just ripped the old me because of those promises you've made and now you're acting like a "miss-goody-two-shoe" naaaah fudge you.
That's why I understand those kids who has tantrums bout' those fake as$ promises because it could kill youuuuuuu. It could bring out the beast in you. The demon that is hidding behind the mask takes over you.
Time that is wasted for waiting bout' those promises.
Trust that is invested to hold on to the promise they've said
The effort of WAITING for those promises . it all sucks
But I Stan for those who kept their promises even if it is so hard asf.
But still I hate promises.
🌵 promises.
-end-
Beast mode si aqoe mnga par.
06/23/18 8:30 pm ❤
