Poignant is the strong feeling of sadness
I think I have that all the time
Sometimes I'm just happy to be sad
No not sometimes, but all the time
I pity my self for being like this
I feel so pathetic to the point of
Living my life happily but actually
Dead inside.
Smiling around people
Making those humans happy
Doing them favors
Being so nice to them
But I can't do those things for my self
Why would I? I pity me
I'm useless so what's the point?
Sometimes I wonder
What dying feels like
What does it feels if you can feel no pain
What does it feels on no stupid people around you
How would y'all feel if I'm dead?
Would y'all be happy?
How would you react ?
I'm curious
I wanna try
~end~
06/27/18 12:09 am
