Draco Malfoy X reader (ON HOLD!!)

Chapter 18

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I've grown a lot in the past two years since I've started Hogwarts, Mentally and Physically, I've also changed a lot since then. Starting my third year seems to be more nerve wrecking than I thought it would be, I wasn't this nervous when starting my first year but I didn't have as many problems as I did before. A lot happened in my second year, stuff I kind of wished that never happened. Its caused Harry to be more weary with me, Ron to be more awkward, Hermione to constantly be jumpy and worst of all to have Draco ignore me like I never existed in the first place. And its all HIS fault, he just had to ruin my first and second year at Hogwarts, I just hope this year can be normal. I've been doing well in school so far and recently uncle Snape got me an advanced potions book usually used for fifth year students which has been really useful in my private studies in the room of requirement. I found it when I was 10 years old, professor Dumbledore let me go in there to practise my spells and magic in private, I was going to share it with Hermione in our second year but we didn't really have the time. I'm going to be in Ravenclaw this year, I've already had my trial with Gryffindor and Slytherin so third year is Ravenclaw, I like the common room in Ravenclaw so far there is SO many books in here and I have spent hours already reading the books. Even though I already like the common room I miss the Slytherin common room, I treasure the memory of when I first went into the common room for my second year.

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"Draco! It's not funny! The last time I was in here was when I was seven if you don't count last year but that was not to sleep in!"
"Still! Just go in already."
I glare at Draco as I look at the open painting doorway in front of me, this years sorting has just been done and the feast was over quickly and now its time to go into this years house common room. I take a deep breath in before stepping over the archway and into the common room, I smile brightly as I look round the common room and slowly sit myself down on the sofa in front of the warm fire. Draco chuckles as he sits down at the end of the sofa I am on and leans back whilst closing his eyes to relax, I swing my body round so my feet are up on the sofa and my head is laying on Draco's lap, he peeps one eye open as he looks down at me with a raised eyebrow before picking up a strand of my hair and fiddling with it between his fingers as he looks down at me.

"What are you thinking about?" Draco questions me as I give him a confused look,
"How did you know I was thinking about something?!"
"Whenever you have something on your mind you put your head on someone's lap. You've done it a lot to different people."
"Shut up! I only done it sometimes."
"Hmm, anyway what's on your mind?"
"Just... nervous for this year. Second year! Not only that but schools gonna be harder and I have to make new friends in Slytherin who are in my year! What if no one likes me?! What if I'm forever a one friend girl!"
"Y/N! Calm down! you'll be fine I promise you. Now how about we go to the dorms so we can get a good nights rest alright?"
"Yeah sure lets go."

I jump up from the sofa and walk with Draco in a comfortable silence as we say goodnight to each other before going our separate ways as I collapse on my bed in my new dorm room. I just hope this year goes well.

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How wrong I was about that year. I want to get back what me and Draco had but with that look he gives me like I am nothing, that I wasn't important, it breaks my heart every time. I know those past memories have meant nothing the him now but I'm still clinging onto the hope that my best friend will come back to me. I just have the hope we can fix it, I know I lied to him but I didn't want him to think of me differently which hasn't done much seeing as he knows avoids me like the plague, I just want this year to go well.