I wait for my 4 year old son named Christian that's gonna come out of pre-k in any minute now. I ended the call with my current boyfriend Adam. Let me describe Adam.. he's a very beautiful person. We have deep emotions for each other. If we need breaks from our relationship we take breaks,we promised each other if we ever break up we will stick as friends.
If we don't stick together as friends or a couple,it will affect Christian. Christian and Adam have a special bond, Adam never tells Christian he's his dad because he knows he shouldn't because he knows he's not the dad and I respect him for that.
Speaking of the dad, he tried calling me and stuff. He ended up stalking me on social media, Ethan and Alissa told me to change my account to private and only accept fans.
He eventually stopped but gets new numbers every month to try to call. Aaron says Grayson became a alcoholic,abusive, obsessed person. That he gets very obsessed when he hears my name. I'm scared by it.
Anyways, im 21 years old right now, I've matured and I know I can take care of myself. Everyone has grown to be honest, grayson has recently turned 25 already since its currently December, and it's about to be New Years.Oh and neels he comes every month to miami to stay for 3 weeks, we film videos and post them on YouTube. Neels and I's fan base don't know that Christian is my son, they think he's my sibling. The fans also don't know I'm dating Adam, the fans ship us, they think that we're friends and stuff.
I get distracted from my thoughts by Christian who's tugging on my arm and holds a piece of paper with his other hand. "here mommy, this is for you, i drew neels,Adam,you,and me"he cheers. "Aw thanks baby we're gonna hang this up on the fridge"I pick him up and walk towards the car where neels is waiting for us.
I sit Christian in the back and put his seat belt on. I go to the passenger seat and sit. Neels turns on the car and drives to the apartment Adam,neels,and I share.
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I open the door letting neels, Christian and I in. Neels is a great company for Christian when Adam is not around. Not a lot of work for me as a mom. Neels and Adam do all the job, I'm mean I'm not complaining I chuckle.
"Hello Yes can i get one pineapple,and two pepperoni pizzas"I ask the pizza guy on the phone. "Sure is that all"he asks. "That's all"I respond. "Total is 19,43"he says. I nod and mentally palm myself because the guy can't see me nod. "Okay thank you"I say and hang up.
Christian definitely got the pineapple on pizza by his dad, I don't blame Grayson, I mean I love pineapple pizza too but. That's just too much.
I was about to head over to Neels room but my phone stopped me by ringing. I let a heavy sigh out and walk towards my phone.
I answer to aaron.
"Yes brother" I ask. "Are you sure you are not coming to New Years party"he asks again. He's been calling me for this party about two weeks straight now, and I've been thinking about giving up and going. I just don't want Grayson to meet Christian.
"Aaron I already told you so many times"i groan sitting on top of the kitchen island. "I haven't seen you in 4 years sis, i also wanna meet your baby"he says. "He's not a baby anymore, he's going to turn five already"I correct him. "Damn, Grayson missed that much of his life already"he mumbles. "Well brother I'm not going"I tell him and hang up.
