"This is just a very toxic relationship Grayson"i make a comment and sit on the couch.
Grayson has been trying to convince me to get back with him but something is stopping me , i don't know what is.
"We have to be together for Christian, cmon Natalia"he sits next to me. "We don't have to, we can just do it like we've always been doing it"i go on my phone.
"can you please think about me and Christian"
"I am, I love you both."
"Then get back with me, im sure Christian would love that"
"I don't know if I would love that, it's about me if I want to get back with you, Christian nor you can't make my decisions"
he sighs looking down to his hands fiddling with his fingers. "How much do you love me"he whispers.
I turn to look at him in the eyes and I see his glossy eyes. "Why are you going to cry"I reply. "It feels like you don't want to get back with me because you don't love me"he blinks his tears away.
"A big man crying because he thinks a girl doesn't love him back instead of getting over her and moving on"I laugh throwing my head back. "It's not fucking funny"he growls.
"Oh shit ok damn"I look down at my hands. "Just- can you get back with me?"he sighs "let's go eat yea?" I kiss his cheek , getting up grabbing the keys.
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I hand over Christian's toy he was begging for as Grayson pulls into the jack in the box drive thru.
we order and get to the window and grab the food. "Aren't you the girl who asked for my number"the guy asks. "Didn't you work at mc donalds?"I chuckle. "Well I got fired and came here"he laughs. "Damn why?"
"Cause I gave you my number, I don't know how that's bad"he gives me a note. "Since you haven't called me"he winks. "Okay lets go"Grayson's starts the car and leaves the drive thru
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The drive has been a bit quiet until now.
"That's why you don't want to get back with me"grayson bursts out. "Cause I don't know"i eat a fry from the bag.
"Is it cause of that fucking guy"he yells. "No grayson i haven't even texted him or anything" I yell back. "Then what the fuck is it"he slams his hands on the steering wheel, swerving to another lane. crashing into a big truck.
all i hear next is cries and pleads from grayson telling us to wake up.
