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natalia carpenter
We're about to leave the apartment to the airport. I excuse myself from everyone for a bit to have a moment to myself, im about to loose someone I love.
It hurts so much to think that Adams leaving, but he's leaving for a good reason. His mother.
I take a few deep breaths and get out of the room, to the hallway.
I see Grayson walking towards me, fuck my life. He stops in front of me and opens his mouth to say something. "Natalia"he says.
"Yea"I say awkwardly. "Can you just hear me out?"he begs. "Not now Grayson"I saw turning the other way to walk away.
"You are not leaving this time"he pulls me back pinning me against the wall, his lips dangerously close to mine.
He starts leaning in,I was about to lean in also but I see Adam behind him. He nods and gives me a thumbs up. I shake my head and push Grayson back, he seemed taken back by my actions.
"Stop please"I say with a weak voice walking away from him. Adam disappointedly shakes his head looking down. I sigh, I can't get over the fact that he's leaving.
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I rush to my room leaving everyone in the living room, Neels following me.
"Cmon natalia, please accept the fact that he left."Neels sighs. "I can't"I cry.
"Come here"he opens his arms. I quickly go over to him and cuddle in his arms. I need this right now, I need Adam.
"Mommy" a small voice walks in. "I'll give you guys time"neels says letting go of me.
Grayson and Christian walk in. They both sit next to me, im in the middle. "I miss him too but he left already mom"Christian says looking up at me.
"You'll move on mom"he kisses my cheek.
"You need alone time mom"he sighs. "I know"I break down. Grayson puts his hand on my back rubbing it up and down.
I look at him, his eyes meet mine. I was gonna say something but nevermind. It isn't worth it right now.
They were about to leave the room but, "Grayson"I choke out. "Yea"he turns back. "stay with me please"i look at him. "i will, i'll stay with you forever"he says closing the door after Christian leaves.
He walks towards me and sits.
I push him down on the bed and lay on him. He wraps his arms around my body. I take this moment in, i have grayson.
adam told me to solve my problems with Grayson so we can be the family Christian has always needed. Grayson. Grayson. Grayson. Grayson is what I need for now.
I hug Grayson tightly and cry into his chest. "I'm sorry for leaving you"I cry. "It's okay, we're together right now"he says softly.
I look up to him, down to his lips. I lean in and kiss him on his soft lips I haven't felt in 4 years. He instantly kisses back gripping my waist.
I pull away and smile weakly. He seems shocked by what just happened.
I lay my head back on his chest, falling asleep to his heart beat.
