Grayson has been trying to talk to me but I keep avoiding him. I actually think I was exaggerating but it's too late to go back.
Lately he's stopped, well not lately he just didn't come to bother me yesterday morning and this morning so it's a surprise.
Every time christian wants to go with his dad, I tell him to go but I just watch him from distance to see if he got in there.
Today Christian and I are going to Starbucks, just both of us since Grayson couldn't take care of him today?
Christian and I get out of the car to walk in. we get in line, i take out my card from my wallet and put it back in my back pocket.
i order our drinks, we wait for our names to be called out, while we wait we continue to talk about what we're gonna do today.
our names get called and we both go up and grab our drinks. I give Christian his drink and I get our straws.
as we walk out of Starbucks something catches my eye. I see Grayson sitting in a table with, Monica.
I call Grayson on the phone, one ring he answers
"Yeah"he says looking a Monica. "Look around" I tell him. He looks around till our eyes meet, he hangs up and gets up to walk towards me.
"Lets go christian"I say pulling him quickly going to the car. "Soon as you get in im going to lock the car" I say, he nods and quickly gets in. I put the keys in my pockets.
Grayson walks up to me, "it's not what it looks like"he says. I just nod. "Natalia cmon believe me."he pleads. "You didn't want to get Christian today just to talk to Monica huh, yea I believe it"I shrug nodding.
"Oh my fucking god" he mumbles looking down. He grabs me pinning me against my car. He leans into my ear "can you ever fucking listen"he whispers with a low tone making my knees shake.
I push him off me "leave me alone, please" I say quietly.
I get in my car, driving away looking through the mirror seeing Grayson watch my car until he can't see it anymore.
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"Cmon aaron answer" i yell out crying throwing my phone against the wall.
Where the fuck did he leave to? He always has to be gone when I need him the most
I go to his room and throw everything around yelling out curse words.
"Mommy"a small voice says. I quickly wipe up my tears and turn around to face Christian.
"Yes" I fake smile. "Are you okay"he asks looking around the room. "I'm fine go hang out with Ethan yea? I'm busy" I tell him.
"Okay mom"he says leaving the room, and soon I hear a door slam.
I wait for a bit and begin to cry all over again.
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Monica and I walk up to my apartment. What natalia saw is a misunderstanding, I was trying to convince Monica to tell Natalia the whole story, like Aaron and her.
We go to my floor as we walk I see Christian walking out of the Natalia's apartment, walking to mine. "Christian"I call my son. He turns back with a sad face.
Monica and I furrow our brows and hurry towards him. I pick him up and carry him into my apartment.
"I'll try to go and explain to Natalia"Monica says. I nod and watch her leave.
The whole time at the cafe, Monica told me she likes girls now and when she pulled the thing on me she had a girlfriend but they didn't work out and 2 years later she got a new girl. Now I'm gonna have to tell Natalia that.
"What's wrong son"I wipe his face with a wipe. "Mom is going crazy"he mumbles, "what"I ask again. "She's crying a lot dad"he hugs me. "W-Why"i mumble. "She's trying to call Aaron"he says into my chests.
