The Cabin Mate

9:::Smile

🌻Josh's POV🌻

It wasn't that long of a drive to Columbus from where we were. While driving there it was filled with me having on and off anxiety attacks, Brendon getting high with his friend and me just being flat out an emotional mess. We were getting closer and closer to the hospital.

When we parked in front of the hospital I woke up Brendon as quick as I can and ran into the building. I was trying to find someone that would help me find Tyler.

"Josh?" I heard a woman behind me

I turn around and see a blonde, woman and Brendon standing closely behind her.

"Yeah?" I respond
"I'm Tyler's mother, Kelly"
"Uh... h-hi, are we able to see Tyler?" I ask
"I'm afraid not. He's been going in and out of conscious. The doctors are trying as best as they can"
"do you think he'll make it?" Brendon asks
"I don't know, only time will tell" Kelly responded.
"O-Okay" I say while sitting down

We sat in silence for almost and hour till Kelly had to head home and get some rest. She offered us to go with her but I declined, I needed to stay and wait for Tyler.
I fell asleep while waiting but Brendon was wide awake. He told me that he still couldn't process everything, which I can relate to. Too much is happening in my mind. Falling asleep was the only thing that would make me calm down more.

"Hey J! Wake up" I hear Brendon
"W-what?"
"The doctors came back and said they were able to keep Tyler stable, in a half hour or so we can see him"
"That's good to hear" I say tiredly

While we were waiting we decided to get some coffee and other food since we've been here for about 4 hours now. After we ate our food I left to go for a walk, mostly to get my mind off of things.
Next thing you know, I'm outside of the hospital crying on the ground. I didn't want to think anything. I just wanted Tyler to be okay. I wanted to make sure he was safe. I wanted to love him. But I can't do any of that because he is in a hospital bed trying to stay alive.
A few more minutes of my crying I've finally stopped. Not because I'm suddenly okay now, but because I've ran out of tears to cry. Nothing was left except gasping for air and unsteady breathing.
I see Brendon in the corner of my eye walking towards me. I try my best to look like I haven't cried for 15 minuets.

"Josh? Are you okay?"
"Y-yeah, I'm fine" I say wiping away my tears
"Josh, it's okay to cry. The boy you love is in a hospital bed right now. Don't be ashamed to cry"
"D-Did the doctors say anything yet?"
"Yeah, that's why I'm out here. We can see him now"

I get up form the ground and walk back into the hospital beside Brendon. He told me his room was 121.
(Haha I'm funny, 21. Hah)

109
111
113
115
117
119
121

Finally.
I look through the windows and see Tyler laying there, all most lifeless. As I thought that I had no more tears, I start crying again. It wasn't a hard cry, more like a silent cry.
We slowly open the door entering the room. Brendon takes a seat right beside Tyler, I stand at the doorway not knowing what to do. Brendon motioned me to sit beside him. As I start walking toward Brendon he gets up from his spot and lets me sit there.

"I'll leave you guys alone" He says walking or and closing the door

I say nothing but stare at Tyler. Taking in every feature in his face. Remembering how alive he used to be about three days ago. But know he's cold and pale. I hold his hand, slightly squeezing it. Hoping that he will return the favour. I remember all of the good times we've had. Tearing up at every thought of them.
At this point I'm actually crying. Sitting beside Tyler's bed, holding his hand, sobbing into his shoulder.

"W-Where am I-I" I hear Tyler say
"Oh my god Tyler!"
"J-Josh"
"Y-yeah that's me" I say with happy tears now
"I-I'm Sorry"
"It's okay right now, I'm just happy that's you're alive"

After I said that I instantly went to hug him. A few moments later Brendon walked in.

"Tyler!" He calls

I move to let Brendon hug him to.

"Hi Bren" Tyler says
"Oh my god, I'm so glad you're okay"
"I should call your mom telling her that you're awake" Brendon says

As Brendon leaves the room I sit back into the spot he was in.

"I-I'm sorry Josh, I l-let you d-down" He says tearing up.
"Ty, it's okay. I'm just glad that you're alive" I say while holding his hand.
"But why?" I ask
"I-I thought I h-hurt you, a-and he j-just kept telling m-me things and then h-he just finally got t-to me"
"Who's him?"
"The shadow, I call him B-Blurryface"
"Oh" is all I can say
"He goes a-away when I'm with y-you"
"I guess I should just stay with you then" I say trying to cheer him up.
"Aha, that wouldn't be a bad idea" Tyler says smiling
"I haven't seen you smile in so long Ty"

THIS
WAS
TERRIBLE
but i need to make people happy (jayda) that i posted chapter 9. i'll be back in a year to post chapter 10 :): anyways
i know it was terrible, but oh whale

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