My Incomparable Figment

I First Day at My Last

My Incomparable Figment I

First Day at My Last

-Autumn-

"I won't say good luck on your first day ever since 'good luck' never works."

Winter told me after I took a few steps outside the door. Nakakarindi na rin ang boses niya!

I continued walking disregarding her talks while whispering 'Kailan mo pa ako sinuportahan?!'

but I stopped when I heard her monotonous postscript.

"Tigilan mo ako sa kakamurmur mo jan lintik ka! It is the last school that could admit you after being kicked out from your five previous schools. If you don't make it again with this one, ihihinto ko na talaga ang pagsusustento sayo! Start farming you badass, shameful brat! Buti nga pinag-aaral pa kitang bw*sit ka!"

Then she slammed the door strong enough to rattle me right where I am standing.

I can feel the rage she's feeling from the gritting of her teeth down to wiggling fingers of her feet.

Even how I am used to her blabbering, her words are frightening enough, since she is my sister, my only family who holds the money and owns everything I have.

My name is really amazing right?

Lintik, Badass, Bwisit, Shameful Brat minsan nagiging palayaw ko rin ang Bitch. Astig diba?

About our parents? Wala akong masyadong alam. Winter told me they died when I was ten. It is just the two of us survived in that dreadful accident. We lived and survived but my memories back then haven't. Kaya kahit gustong-gusto ko na siya patayin, sa isip ko lang iyon nagagawa. At kahit halos ilang beses na rin niya ako mapatay sa pagkabayolente niya sa akin, wala akong magawa! Siya lang ang meron ako at wala pa akong bw*sit na trabaho para buhayin ang bw*sit na sarili ko.

And this crazy feeling came to me again. Everytime I try to talk about the past that I cannot remember, I start losing in myself. Nakatulala lang ako sa labas ng bintana ng kotse habang nakaupo ako sa backseat, na para bang may pilit iniisip pero wala namang lumalabas sa utak ko. Yung parang may nararamdaman ka pero di mo matukoy kung ano ang pinanggagalingan ng pakiramdam na iyon?

"Nandito na po tayo ma'am."

The driver interrupted. He put off my luggage from the trunk. It is a total of three suitcases. Yes this is a dormitory school. This is also a good thing. Makakaiwas na ako sa bunganga at sa pananakit ng super mapagmahal kong kapatid.

I let my sight travel around and saw a really huge gate in front of us.

'Luxar University'

From the foundation and archaic structure of its gate, I can tell this is really historic. I heard almost all great gangs in the Philippines are from this university. The greatest masters and lords of gangs studied in this university. And those facts were really astonishing!

Then we entered through that gate, nagulat ako sa mga matatayog na pine trees sa paligid pero wala pa akong maaninag na buildings!

It took us almost 5 minutes of travel before seeing another huge gate, larger than what we've seen.

I get off of the car without letting go of the sight of this.

Although its name echoed everywhere and I've heard it many times enough, it is really different witnessing it by my own eyes. I also heard from before that it is the former Sue Xiao Academy but after Lady Sue died the Luxars took over. And there are also gossips nowadays that the only son of Lady Sue is planning his revenge to get the university back, but no one knows who he is, what he looks like and they just call him "Z".