no
NoNo.
This is not happening again. It can't be I was getting better! It was all getting better. What happened? What the fuck happened? I had control! I finally had fucking control of my life. I didn't see it coming it didn't even come. It was one spilt second and now I'm back. Back to emptiness. Hollow. I'm back to hiding things. Emotions. Opinions. Words.
I was talking so much! I was doing so good! But that is all gone now.I'm can't sleep again.
I stopped eating again.
I starting hurting myself again.
I'm depressed again.
I'm weak again.
Im scared again.
I'm lonely again.
I don't talk much again.
I hate myself again.
I'm insecure again. I want to die again
I can't find a way out again.
Im flooded by dark again.
I'm sinking again.
Im gasping for air again. I'm drowning again.
I'm a failure ..........
Well, I guess some things never changed in the first place.
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1am thoughts
Poetryhiya. i am gonna go by sky on here so that's what you can call me. I have had insomnia for quite sometime now and realized i have an overload of random notes on my phone from random, dark thoughts I have at like midnight. i wanted to be able to put...