HER HERO

blacklisted

The days passed and I slowly felt the weight on my chest. There are things I want not to go through the way that happened. I already know Murry's plan is for me to leave this place and start again, with them. I knew that would happen. Most likely my mistakes will be sucked up, and blame to my face invariably. Everything is back to normal, the school, Jasper I met earlier in the hallway. There was a chance when I got jealous of Embry. Her life is so perfect, she gets everything she wants, and she attracted to all things. Not like me, a failure to my family, including my friends. I then remembered Oliver again, those eyes he lost trust in me. Insensible.

I just sat alone in the classroom after the first part of the class. I took my notes and tore up the pages full of sketch and stupid notes, crumpled it up and threw it in the trash.

''Aren't you happy that Jasper is fine, and has a great chance to acquitted on all counts.'' Jago seated me next to my chair.

But I did not look back, I took my other notes with a sketch and looked for more stupid notes. I tore the paper again, and it was thick this time. Jago noticed the last part of my note and my drawing with our Chemistry teacher. His face was horned and I looked at him as he could not believe what he saw. Giving a scornful laugh.

''You're evil!'' He grinned, and curl the corners of his mouth up slightly in an expression of subtle amusement.

''He's a douchebag,'' I answered frowning.

Fucked that Chemistry teacher, I know he's a lunatic, he was very horny when we were in school, that he just wanted to fuck all the girls in our class. I don't know if he is still doing the right thing. Well, I got used to his behavior, and I have never heard of him fucking the student. But that not means he is vindicated for being screwball.

I got up at the Dorks Diner, on Saturday to grab some muffins. As soon as I entered, someone immediately caught my attention from the girl who called my name. I searched for where it came from and I found Embry and her boyfriend Jasper. They were there too so I gave a greeting and turned to where they were sitting. I went to the counter to order muffins, there was not as much stock in the house, Welch and Cheeze-It Crackers, because those were the stocks that Storm bought for me when he went to the grocery store. You know Murry has no idea what I want to eat. I want my tastebuds to taste different.

I shopped for the muffins on display and made my choice I ordered. Took out the dollar in my pocket. The guy cashiering, and punch the pad keys. And looks gradually as the price pop up at the cashier machine screen. Embry was still waiting for me to approach them. Urgh! I just smiled and even though I didn't want to ruin their romantic date. Because I'm not rude. I quickly sat down and leaned back in my chair and looked at the two of them.

''Seems Embry tries to get back in the hours you wasted,'' I mumbled.

''I heard about your impending expulsion from school, I can talk to the high school dean,'' Jasper mentioned and shifting his face leftward to his girlfriend.

''Uh, no need.'' I shrug off and smiled to show he doesn't need to pity me.

He nodded his head.

''So I need to leave guys you two. Spent the date.'' I stood up, makes my headway outside the cafe.

Embry suddenly got up to my house in the afternoon, it's a long time ago when her last visit. Even though I was lazy, I stood up to open the door for her and she cooked pappardelle in the kitchen while she was busy talking to me. She took care of the kitchen, and I can already smell what she is cooking. Took a plate and fork and scooped up.

''Jasper is busy with his friends. They have not seen each other for a long time. I almost get jealous.'' She stated.

Suddenly she grabbed my hand and stared into my eyes.