HUSTLE AND SECRETS//A$ASP Rocky

hit the road jack

" WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU THINK MIMI HUH?!" moms screams at me. I was caught beating this girl to death cuz she was on the list. My ma found out cuz I left my phone open and my money bag was open. " WHY" she through the stack at my chest and my son was hiding behind a corner. " Go to your room Jaja" I say. He looks at ma and she tells at him and he scurried off. " MIMI WHY? YOU TRYING TO BE YOUR FATHER HUH? YOU WANNA BE A GANG MEMBER" She yelled and I looked at her wit my face twisted. " IT AINT NO GANG" I screamed.

My ma stopped and looked at me " No gang? THEN WHAT THE FUCK IS IT DEN?" She screamed. " MA, IM TRYIN TO HELP YOU!" I argued back wit tears threatening to spill. " HOW THE HELL WILL YOUR ASS HELP ME IF YOUR ASS IS DEAD IN A DITCH SOMEWHERE?!" I looked at her with sadness " Just like your Damn daddy" she was getting me pissed wit dat daddy shit. " CAN YOU STOP SPEAKIN ON MY DAD'S NAME MA?" I asked raising my voice. " OR WHAT MIMI, WHATCHU GON DO? FIGHT ME LIKE THE ONE'S ON YO HIT LIST" she says stepping up to me. " If I'm such a disappointment then why don't I just leave" I said getting closer to my mom.

" then leave" that made my heart stop. " Leave Mimi you not gon be shit like your daddy" she says all up in my face. I twisted my face in anger " Ard bet and watch me come out on top" I say and I walk to my room and slam my door. I take out my duffle bag and stash clothes in it and zip it up. I take my phone and charger and throw it at my mom when I walk out. " Momma?" I turned around to see jaja. I couldn't take him wit me so he had to stay. I kneel down to him and kiss his cheek " Dont worry Lil man. If I ever come back I'm comin to get you. Imma take you to a new home and all this will be over" I take off my necklace my dad gave me before he died and put it over his head.

" Keep this, never take it off, never lose hope. I'm coming back" I say and with the tears in his eyes I wiped them away. He hugged me and whispered " I love you mama. Come back." He says and I pull away and I stand up to see my mom. I ain't say nothing but look at her and then walk to the door and in no time I was on my way.

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I was walkin the streets hearing dogs, gun shots, and girls laughing. My eyes were getting droopy and my legs were going to give out but ain't nothing stopping me. I've been out on the streets for 6 days now, sleeping in park benches or train stations. I haven't eating yet and I don't even know where the fucking was going but I known it was somewhere.

With the snap of my fingers I tripped and fell to the floor landing on my arm knowing I scraped it badly. " Shit" my vision started to get blurry and my body wasn't agreeing with me trying to get up. " Oh my god" I heard a female voice say. I tried to look at who it was but the vision got even more blurry " Can you h...." I just looked at the black figure and I blacked out.

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My back was on a soft surface with dripping sounds coming from something I slowly open my eyes to see I was in a weird room. "Huh?" I felt something cool on my head. I turn to the dripping sounds to see a wet cloth dripping water on the hardwood floor. I tried to move but my body didn't move with me so I stayed the same for a couple of seconds until I heard someone come in. "Vandka?" I whispered she only smiled and say next to me. " Mya-" she began but corrected herself " Mimi what happened to you?" She says taking the wet cloth off my head. " Me? What happened to you? Where did you go?"

Vandka and I were super best friends back in middle and high school until one day she just stopped coming to school. I went by her house but it looked like she moved and we tried to contact her but she ain't answer. " My dad, the gang leader was in some deep shit so I couldn't tell you that we moved to Texas" " Texas? Damn. When did you come back" I asked her. " 2 months ago. I was gonna swing your way burbs just ain't have the time. Now one for my questions, what happened to you?" She asked unwrapping the bandage on my arm I ain't even know was there. " She found out about the HIT and I got kicked out. I had to leave jaja" she slowed down her process when she saw me release a tear form my eye.