HUSTLE AND SECRETS//A$ASP Rocky

Babygirl

Sexual Content

" Girl if you don't get your black white ass out my face" I playfully pushed Vandka and she giggled. Right now she is high as hell and we at the studio wit Rocky in the studio. While he was rapping Vandka was texting me

The best💞: did you tell him about jaja?

Me: No. I wanna wait a while

The best💞: I think you guys are cute

Me: we aren't dating

The best💞: y'all act like you are. ever since that night asap had changed.

Me: How so?

The best💞: he stopping being so Damn mean all the time. With you in his life...I'd

Me: I admit I do think is is fine. Hella fine 😍 but I can't go through with another guy considering what will happen when he finds out about Jayden and jaja

The best💞: u ain't tell him about Jay

Me: I just told him that he was my ex

The best💞: Damn girl. I hope you too hit it off. Y'all would be so fucking cute I swear

Me: B y e girl

I turned off my phone and she started to giggle.

After Rocky was done I wrote down some shit I have to do today. Me and Rocky went out of the studio and we got in the car but I noticed Rocky wasn't looking good. " Rock, you ight" he snapped and said " I'm fine" but his eyes were full of rage. I nodded and we drove to the house. When we got to the house he opened the door for me and once I was in he was very quiet and just went straight to his room.

I take off my jacket and put it on the chair and bent over the counter with my head in my folded hands. I take out my liquor and I pour it in a beautiful black glass. I took a sip and the sting in my throat felt good. I drank the whole glass and poured some more in the black glass.

Yea. At times I drink a lot but not enough to drown my guilt.

My guilt of letting Jayden in my life. Letting him in and now his child is out there and I can't go back. I can't go back.

I drank more and more until I realised it was no use to a glass anymore so I drank straight out of the bottle. I took out my phone and saw that I had to write out a letter to Vandka's producer to ask for a re-mastered track because the other one wasn't good enough. I didn't feel like doing it. I got out a mason jar full of weed and started to chop it down a little and rolled it and started to light it.

I inhaled and then blew out smoke into a ring. I heard footsteps but I didn't care. Rocky came in and looked at me with a smirk. He picked out the bottle " Hard week or sum" he asked and I blew out smoke. " I should be asking you the same" I say offering him the blunt and he took it. " Some shit wit music. I'll be ight, what's wrong wit chu"

Should I give him the truth or should I lie.

" Just some shit with family that's it" I say. I sat on the table facing away from him but that's until he came over to me and looked at me. His smile is so beautiful and he is so kind and cute. He was every thing Jay was not. He inhaled smoke for a long time and came closer to me and grabbed my chin. He blew smoke in my face and I inhaled through my nose and then I grabbed his face and blew the smoke from my mouth to his. He let out the smoke through his nose and chuckled and I did the same.

He came closer and leaned down but stopped when he was at my lips.

I debated

What if he is another Jay? What if this whole kind thing is just a cover up.

What if he does love you

You guys just met 4 months ago

When you got raped he was the first once there for you and you know you felt a tug on your heart and you know you helped him because of it.

Your crazy to you think he really loves you I mean look at your body. You don't think that that's just what he wants.

Your heart appeals to him. He had already seen you naked. If he just wanted your body you would've gotten raped twice.

I grabbed his neck and brought his lips roughly to mine. He got close enough for me to wrap my legs around his waist and his hand traveled to my back as our lips in sync. I open my mouth and his tongue slips in makin me moan. His tongue traveled round my whole mouth. I gripped his shirt and he had his hands on both sides of my face. An

His lips left mine and went to my neck kissing sweet spot making me moan again. He goes to my ear " Do it again" he growled. He kissed my neck again sucking and biting everywhere and it had me a moaning mess. He grabbed my butt and lifted me up taking me to a room. He took me to his room and he laid me down.

He was so gentle and he ran his hand on my stomach and immediately left self conscious and tried to push his hand away. " Please" he says in my ear " Don't hide. Your perfect" he whispered. I put his hand on the place I felt self conscious the most which was the lower part of my stomach. He begins to lightly push my shirt up almost I'd asking me.

He pulled my shirt up over my head and kissed from my neck to my stomach. He licked my stomach and he licked all the way up to my bra and looked at me. I nodded and he unhooked my bra. His kissed under both is my breast and then my nipples. He licked all the way down to the top button of my pants and once again looked at me.

I nodded and he unbuttoned them and threw them somewhere else. He came back to my neck " We aren't going to go all the way" he said. I nod and I feel his finger in my panties circling my clit and I let out a high pitched moan. " Sensitive baby?" He says smirking. He entered his whole finger in me and I bucked my hips in both pain and pleasure. " Baby girl" he says " So wet" he thrusted his finger fast not giving me time to adjust. " So tight" he added another finger and I closed my eyes and let out sinful moans.

" So beautiful" and with that a third finger and I arched my back off the bed. The louder I moaned the harder he went I'm glad to have sound proof walls. " All mine" he says and kissed my neck again and again leaving darker hickeys marking his territory making sure everyone knew I was his. My legs started to shake " I-I'm g-g" " Go" i released and it was the best high that I've ever had.

He pecked my lips before saying " Good girl" after that I was so tired. He picked me up and walked to my room laying me down on my bed. When he was about to move I grabbed his wrist and he laid down beside me. I curled up him his chest and I felt his hand soothing my butt and i smiled. " don't leave" I say. " I won't"