Miss Understanding

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Sexual

I put the gun in my pants and looked at the door as I went to the cabinet to get some red wine. I poured it in the glass and put it back and sat on the kitchen table looking at the door. The lock clicked and opened to reveal Rocky.

He looked at me and put his stuff down. " Baby" he says. I smirk " Rocky" I took a sip of my wine and he started to come towards me. " miss me" he says about to hug me. " Period baby" I say he backed up and took my glass and brought it to his lips " can I ask you something" I asked. " yea" he took a sip of the win. " What's your favorite color" I asked " Purple" he says. " Think if I had a gang I would have it green" I say. He takes the wine from his lips and sets it down on the table.

" Uh why" He says. I pull out the gun and place it with both hands on my lap. " Because they get to have gold guns and black gloves with green bandana's." I say

" I can explain"

" Explain what? That you tried to have me killed? that what I did to help you wasn't enough. What did I not give you a hard on when I'm nice"

" What? mya that-"

" Shut up!" I point the gun to him and he backed up and put his hands up.

" You betrayed me like everyone else. How could you? Huh? WHAT DID I DO"
He doesn't answer

" My kindness. My heart. My love" I say shaking my head with tears in my eyes.

" It was all taken for granted"

" Mya. You know I wouldn't do that to you"

" Explain"

" My gang use to be green yes. That's until that nigga Jay betrayed us."

" You worked with Jay?"

" Before you came along. He said that his girlfriend left him and took his son away. I threw him out once I heard your side. So he went out to kill you but shot Vandka. When I spent that hour out of the hospital I went and found that nigga at a trap a run"

" You ran a trap house?"

" Yes. That nigga thought he could take over our gang and shit but it ain't happen. I stabbed both of his hands to a chair and shot his calf. He's been cut off"

" Cut off"

" Stripped from drugs"

I stiffened my arm " I found the people that raped you. I shot them to and I told all of my gang members that of they fucked with you they would die. I keep my promises"

He stepped forward " I was trying to protect you" he says and stepped closer. " I found a note on the bath tub saying that something is coming for me" I said. " The bath was full of blood and I thought it was yours. I thought he killed you" I say and he steps closer and he slowly takes the golden gun out of my hand i lean forward and gave him a hug. He wrapped his arms around me soothing my hair.

" I would never try to kill the love of my life" he says in my ear. " I promise I will protect you and I will fix this" he kisses my head and tears slip out from my eye. I hugged his tighter " I've been in the game once" I pulled away from him. " I can't go again" I looked in his eyes. " What else do you have to tell me" I asked wiping my tears. He takes a long deep breath and let's out a tear himself. " Rocky,what ever it is I will never leave you" I say.

He looked into my my green eyes and said " Imma Drug Lord"

I wasn't expecting that. Ok.

I shifted uncomfortably and wiped my other tear. " Ok, ok so that-that means your the one supplying the drugs and shit. Did Jay?"
" Jay was the one to deliver" he says " And I guess you have someway of you not getting caught right? I mean being the biggest and baddest has some questions rock. What if someone snitches? What if you have a mole or someone is jealous" I questioned. " They know not to do that"

" Like Jay! Or was that before or after you had told everyone that if they fuck with me they die? Huh?" He only looked away. " I'm guessing it was after. And what, they still did it" he snapped his head to me. " Then what am I suppose to do? Huh? I can't leave"

" Why would you stay? Let someone see take control"

" It isn't that simple"

" Why would you join in the first place!"

" Because I Had To!"

" YOU DIDN'T HAVE TO DO NOTHING BUT DIE AND STAY BLACK"

" YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT IVE BEEN THROUGH"

" SO YOU DIDNT HAVE A CHOICE BUT JOIN A GANG? HUH? LIKE I FELT LIKE I DIDNT HAVE A CHOICE BUT TO LAY DOWN AND GET PREGNANT BECAUSE I THOUGHT JAY WAS THE LOVE OF MY LIFE? DO YOU KNOW MUCH I LOVE YOU?" in started to break down but I didn't let him see it. I hoped off the table and smacked him.

" MY MOMMA MADE ME, SHE THE ONE WHO SHOT MY DAD FOR DISOBEYING HER. SHE THE ONE WHO SHOT ME THEN I SAID I WANTED OUT. WHEN I WANTED TO GO FREE AND ACTUALLY FOCUS OF MY CAREER SHE SHOT ME BECAUSE SHE WANTED THE GANG TO CONTINUE. TO KNOW WHO I AM."

I stared at him speechless.

" IVE KILLED SO MANY PEOPLE IN MY LIFE THE NIGHTMARES NEVER STOPPED. SOMETIMES I WISH YOU DIDN'T SAVE ME! I WISH I DIDN'T LOVE YOU . I WISH I DIDN'T KNOW YOU SO THAT THE PEOPLE THAT HATE ME DON'T GO AFTER YOU. I LOVE YOU MYA YOU DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH I DO. I WOULD KILL FOR YOU AND SURVIVE FOR YOU. YOU CAN'T SEE WHAT I SEE. I WOULDN'T KNOW WHAT I'D DO WITHOUT YOU " He screamed stepping closer.

But through all of this he never once looked away from my eyes.

A of a sudden I feel him grab my waist and pick me up and sit my on the table and grabbed my neck and pulled me to him and made my lips crash to his and he pours all for him into the kiss. I could feel the pain he was feeling and anger. I pulled his belt buckle close to me kissing him harder. I wrap my arms around him and he picked me up never breaking from the kiss and we headed to the bedroom.

He set me down and began kissing my neck.

He puts his hand up my shirt and pulls his off and I do the same to his shirt and he kissed down my chest and unhooked my bra. His kissed one nipple and rubbing and pinching the other one. " Shit" I whisper. He smiled and licked his way down my stomach unbuttoning my pants sliding them down. He takes off his pants and licked my kitten through my panties.

I moaned as he rubbed my wet panties with his middle finger. I squirmed at the touch and he smirked. He licked my lips ( My mouth u nasty) and I opened my mouth inviting his tongue in. He slipped his finger in my panties and instantly went in. I arched my back in both pain and pleasure. " Mmm faster" I demand. He thrust his finger faster and kissed,licked, and sucked my neck harder. While his was thrusting his finger his thumb was hitting my clit repeatedly and knowing now sensitive I am I almost screamed.

" Mmm baby....I'm g-gonna" my legs began to shake " Hold it baby" he says and turns his head to the other side of my neck marking it up again and again. He stops everything and takes off my underwear and slowly rubs the tip on me. "Please" I begged. " Please what?" He says stopping " Please Daddy, I need you" I say. He quickly thrust in and it hurt so much. " Ahh" I groan in pain. I hear him growl my name. He thrusted again and again faster and harder and the pain turned to pleasure.

" SHIT" I yell. I couldn't hold it anymore and I came on his dick. He began to slow down and he went to my ear " Did I tell you to cum?" I shake my head. " Bad girl" he say. He flipped me over and pushed my head down to the sheets and brought my ass up. He entered from the back and I started screaming. He slapped my ass and pulled my hair. He soon let go and hit my prostate over and over making me wanna run.

I crawled away but he grabbed my hips and pulled me back. " Can't run" he licks my ear and slapped my ass again. Soon I felt my orgasm coming again. " I'm g-gonna" " Me to"

We both came ( He pulled out ) and crashed on the bed.

I was wrapped in his arms and shit as she soothed my ass. " Baby" I say and he hums. " I love you" he smiled and chuckled. " love you too mimi"

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