HUSTLE AND SECRETS//A$ASP Rocky

Back to the beginning

August lied.

He lied.

I believed him.

August knocked me out in the car and tied me up and I'm in some kind of basement. He made me survive and what I mean by that Is he made me go up against people bigger and stronger than me. I've been down in this basement for 4 months now and I've been shot and stabbed but I had to go my own surgery. August only get me food if I survive.

I've been raped so many times it makes me think of Jay and those men in the alley. I've kill a total of 18 people. My body is hurting every day and my heart if torn. My mind keeps relapsing to Rocky. He probably doesn't give a damn about me anymore but he is the reason why I want to live every day I'm in hell.

Suddenly the door swings open and it reveals manny. She looked different but she walked with a purpose. "shh" she says and takes out a knife. I tried scooting from her by my chains that were on my wrist only went but so far. "I'm not going to hurt you" she says and she grabbed my wrist. She picked the lock with the knife and it opened. She did the same with the other one. "Vandka is about to meet us somewhere and August went somewhere but we ain't goin through the front now come on she says helping me up.

We end up going through the basement door and into the woods just running out asses off. "Manny"i say stopping her and she turned around "Thank you"she smiled and nodded and we continued running until I saw the gas station. I saw Vandka's car and as soon as she saw me she ran up too me. "Oh my God thank you thank you thank you"she hugged me and we rocked. To feel an embrace felt so refreshing and it didn't dawn on me that I'm free until I hugged her back. I started crying and i held her tight."Vandka" I whispered. " Mya" she says.

We both thanked manny and I got into her car. She held my hand and we drove off. "Vandka"i say and she hummed " Please tell me rocky was worried about me"

She closed her eyes and let out a huge sigh which made me lose hope. "Rocky started a search team to help time you. Fans and others donated time and money searching for you. He cut his tour when y'all broke up and he couldn't smoke anymore. Sleep wasn't in his vocabulary for the past 4 months. He was waking up screaming your name and sweating only getting 2 hours of sleep. He felt pain every day you were gone" she explained.

One part of my heart says he broke your heart and lift you in the hospital alone but another part of my heart says he loved me so much and and he's broken.

I didn't say anything I just closed my eyes and tightened my grip on Vandka's hand and leaned my chair back a little and drifted to sleep.

"So you survived"

I turned around in the familiar darkness and saw x. " X why am I here" I asked " I wanted to talk to you, is that wrong" he asked. " No"
"Your son has been crying for months now you know. I almost can feel his pain. You survived"he said. "Yea I did" I smiled to myself but he frowns. "it's not over. Watch your back sis because you may not know who the fuck is over your shoulder" he said.

" sis?"

" Mya wake up"

I snapped my eyes open to see vandka smiling at me. I gathered myself and got out of the car and started to walking to the front door of my house. "I'm going to go tell everyone your alive and I will come back tomorrow afternoon" she says with tears in her eyes. "Ohhh" I say hugging her one last time feeling her heart beating harder.

" Ok. Good night sis" she said pulling herself away. I walk into the house feelingsad. Complete. But still empty. Him.

"Mya" I heard a voice say behind me. I slowly turn around to see where the familiar voice came from. "Rocky"i day with tears immediately going to the bridge of my eyes. I see him standing there in with the same face I had. His eyes were in bags, his posture wasn't there and his hands were shaking. His clothes were messed up and his shoes were untied. He looked buffer but thinner "Mya" he ran up to me and hugged the soul out of me I returned it. "Please tell me it's not a dream this time" he whispered in my ear feeling his tears on my neck.

"I'm here baby. It's me. I'm not leaving you" I say crying rubbing his back. "Baby I love you"i whisper in his ear and I could feel his hug losin. " This is where I wake up" he pulled away looking at me in the eyes. " its real" I pull his face to mine and smash my lips to his. He grabbed my waist and kissed back pulling me closer to him. I pulled away from him with my arms still around his neck.

He wiped one of my tears which happened to be on the bruise under my eye. "Who" he says with rage in his voice. "I will tell you in the morning" I say.

He only nodded never going against my word and he picked me up with more strength then last time and he walked us to our room. He layed me down on the bed but the asked "You want to bathe" I nodded and stood up while he walked out to start the water. I walked in while he walked out and I stripped.

When the water was warm I slipped in the tub looking out of the huge window that I miss. "Rocky"i called out weakly but I was surprised he heard me. " Yea" he says "Come in" I say.

He smirked and he stripped in front of me and I smiled at the scene that I also missed. He slipped in on the other side and I put my feet on his chest. He looked at me " You know that I'm sorry" he says. "I left you alone in the hospital. Your mind. I left you there and look at what I did" he says. This whole time he blamed himself?

I moved and positioned myself in his lap "Do.Not.Blame.Yourself" i kissed him in between words. "I shouldn't trust strangers"i say. He smirked and said " then I guess I'm gonna have to put you on lock down" I looked at him and smiled. "I'm fine with that" I say.

"I dropped the trap"

I paused.

"What?"

" My mom is running the trap"

"That's good right"

"..."

"Swear to me your not leaving me"

"I swear I am not leaving you"

"I ain't leaving you and as you said, I ain't leaving you even if you were to kick me out"

"I love you"

"I love you too"