The New Beginning

After The Dark Side Dimensions

Sometimes I wonder why we never discussed about how we felt about one another. All those years we spent together, but we never discussed about how we really felt. I knew we had a strong bond, but I never knew what kind of bond we had until it was too late...

Now that I'm here alone in the world all I can think is about what could've happened if we had talked. I have all these thoughts just going through my head. I can't make them stop. They just keep creeping in the back of my mind on a daily basis. All I can think is about the last time I saw you after the battle with Diva. You came back and saved the world once again, and you also saved my life again. I can never thank you enough for all that you do. You never cease to amaze me. When everything is falling apart or if I am in trouble you always save the day. I never really have told you how much I appreciate you. I love everything that you have done for my friends and me. Back on track to when I last saw you. I'm so into my thoughts when I think about you. Anyways, I can see the look in your eyes that you didn't want to go. I know you had so much that you wanted to say and I'm pretty sure you could see it in my eyes as well. We had so much to say and so much to be discussed, but we both knew you couldn't stay. That keeps tugging on my heart and I can't stand it. I hate having these feelings and not be able to tell the person you want to be with. This is what sucks the most about being in love with a great wonderful Pharaoh who's from the past 5000 years ago, but no I couldn't be a normal guy I had to be complicated.

"Yuge, hey man are you there?" Shouted Joey. 

These thoughts are literally killing and I can't stay focus at all. Maybe I should just tell someone how I feel. If get it out of my system maybe I will feel better about this situation and I can finally be true to myself. 

"YUGI! I know you're in there! You have literally been staring off into space while watching this show we're supposed to be watching together. Now you're not going to have a clue on what's going on!" Joey said very annoyed.

"I'm sorry Joey. I just have so much on my mind right now." I said very apologetic.

"Yuge, you've been lost into your thoughts since the last time you saw the Pharaoh after the battle with Diva. It's like you've given up on real life and just living in the past. Look, I know it's hard but you need to talk to people about things like this. You can't just think to yourself all day. You have friends who are here for you and care for you." Joey said.

He's absolutely right about everything. I am just sitting through life and not enjoying life. I'm lost in the past and in my thoughts. When I could just tell him and the others how I feel. I guess I am just so used to thinking and talking to myself from when the Pharaoh was in me. I mean he was with me for four years. You just get used to something after sometime. I guess it's just time to tell him and the others how I feel. This is the perfect way to be true to myself, the Pharaoh and my friends.

"Joey, can I tell you something? It's something that has been eating at me for a long time. Just please don't judge me or think I'm a complete weirdo after hearing it." I said very uneasy. 

"Yuge, you out of all people should know that I would be the last one to judge. We have been best friends forever and no matter what you say could ever change that." Joey said when a big smile on his face.

When he told me that it made me feel so much better. He's right there is nothing I can tell him or do that would make him think of me any less of who I am. He knows me and my heart.