The New Beginning

In NYC with Tea

It's been about a year since I have seen my friends, and it has been a heck of a year.  Sure we talk on the phone, send emails, letters and ect. It's just not same when you live so far away from the people that you grew up with. Also during this time being away I have actually realized that I have actually fallen in love with one of my best friends. I am so excited to see that sweet boy...I have always had a little crush on Yugi, but away when Atem came into the picture. Atem was just so strong, bold and mysterious. I never knew what was going to happen when I was with him. I never knew how he felt about me because he was so to himself or Yugi. I understand because he was trying to figure out who he was and he was sharing a body with Yugi. It would've made everything really complicated if anything was to happen. When Atem did leave, my heart was so broken and I couldn't wait to leave. I had a broken heart for a long time after that, but I finally moved on. I have had a few boyfriends but they didn't last long obviously. During those hard times though Yugi was always there. He would stay on the phone with me all night when I had my breakups and he would send me packages with my favorite treats or even some cute duel monster cards. He knew me and everything about me and I can't wait to tell him it's always been him. I've just been too blind until this past year. I know he has to have feelings for me. I remember there was a time I knew he was going to tell me something back before the Pharaoh was even in the picture, but I pushed it away. I didn't want to lose our friendship and I didn't think it would've lasted if we had tried. I was just scared, but now I am ready and I am all in. I can't wait to see his face and how he going to react about this. He has to feel the same about me... He has never been on a date or in a relationship. I want to be his first and last.