I went to the roof once again. Fuu...
Evening would come if I wait for the uniform to dry.I was here with Shiarasaka-san just a while ago.
That was a pleasant memory.
And now everything's lifeless.
It's the end of April but I feel that it's somewhat chilly.
Could it be a broken heart's wound? ...Or rather, this is even a broken heart?No...I feel that I've already lost before I can call this on the stage of broken heart.
...That's right, I just lost to something...that's how it feels but it's still remaining in my body...I could've confessed to Shirasaka-san earlier than Endo if I know this would happen...I can't think like that.
The result would be the same even if I confess earlier.
There's no way Shirasaka-san would like a man like me...that's for certain.I, to be honest, I never thought that Shirasaka-san would be someone else's, I'm glad if it stays like that...I'm just happy by only watching Shirasaka-san.
And yet, Shirasaka-san is...is with that bastard Endou.
That's overwhelming. It's too much. It's the worst...fuck!!!「...You're interesting」
Suddenly...I heard a voice.
I turned towards the voice.
I never felt any signs of life until now...!What's standing there is...A young teacher.
Her age is 25-26. Long black hair and black edge glasses...She's wearing a crimson suit.
She's a beauty but she had a cold expression.
She's super tall...Isn't it close to 180cm?
However, she's thin, and her skin is very white as if she's not being outside.
If I recall...it was.「...I'm Yuzuki Minaho, I teach English」
Right...If I recall correctly, she's a homeroom teacher on second years?
「Aaaaa...Uhm, I-Is there something...?」
「Yes. You see, I am interested in children like you」The female teacher laughed.
「M...Me?」
「That's right, you. You lose your own confidence, it ages, and distorts...However, you're a unfair and miserable man that can't defy your own penis' desire」
「I-I...」
「What? You're saying I'm wrong? Are you going to insist that you're a decent man?」
「...No」...That's right.
Sensei is right.
I'm unfair. Even today, I ogled at Shirasaka-san's body a lot. I had delusions. Taking peeping photos of her in her panties. I sniffed fragrant hair.
I...I feel a strong desire with her.
However...I can do nothing but give up on her.
If she's' going out with Endou...I can do nothing but stay silent watch her being fucked by Endou.
I...am a weak human.「Hey...What do you want to be in the future?」
「...Nothing」That's right. I don't have a dream in particular.
「When I was at your age, I always thought of becoming the devil」
The female teacher said something suddenly.
「D-Devil?」
「That's right, a devil. You see...I graduated from this high school」Sensei slowly approached me
「...Sensei did? I-Is that so?」
「Yes, that's right. On my high school days, I always wanted to become a devil for so long. Become the devil and make all the humans on this school become sorrowful...」Sensei's hand...is touching my shoulder.
「Hey...You, what do you intend to do with her?」
「H-Her, who?」Sensei smiles bewitchingly.
「Ara, I know it...everything in your mind...」
I felt a chill on my back.
Oh...I feel that this kind of person grips hearts and grinds it.