What is Yukino to me?
I thought that she was my first love.
I raped her but I thought that I want to have her.
But, how many times I violate her...Yukino will not become mine.
For Yukino...I'm nothing but a dick slave who's used by Sensei and Katsuko-nee to humiliate her.
She doesn't recognize me as a human...a man.
「You don't love Shirasaka Yukino...do you?」
「...That's right」
If I do...then I won't do cruel things to her.
「But...You like her?」
Sensei asks me
「Yes...perhaps」
That's right...'Perhaps'
I'm not certain.
「Eh?...Yoshida-kun likes Yukino, don't you?」
Yamamine-san said in surprise.
「Well, Yoshida-kun's always looking at Yukino? During the class and break time...!」
「Eh...was I that obvious?」
「We see you...everyone in the class knows. That Yoshida-kun likes Yukino...!」
...No way
No...of course they would.
Certainly, I'm only looking at Yukino for these past month.
「Yoshida-kun, do you know why you're obsessed with Shirasaka-san?」
Sensei asks me.
「...No」
There's no way I would know
「I somehow understood it from Yoshida-kun's story a while ago...」
Margo-san said.
「...What do you mean?」
Everyone's looking at Margo-san.
「...Isn't that just『Linus' blanket』?」
...Linus?
「You don't know? Snoopy's friend, ther one who's always bringing the blanket?」
「...Sorry, what's Snoopy?」
Margo-san's too knowledgeable, she's always something that I don't know.
No...I don't know a lot of things though.
「Yeah...I guess Snoopy was hard for Yoshida-kun. Got it, I'll change my explanation. It's a young child who's always carrying a blanket like some stuffed animal. Have you seen it...?」
「...No」
「Okay. Then remember at least that」
「Okay」
「It was called a 『Safe blanket』...The young child stabilizes it's mental condition by having that specific thing」
「Is that so?」
「...I see, your sense of 『Ownership』is thin isn't it? That's why you're so attached to Shirasaka Yukino...!」
「...Margo-sama, what does that mean?」
Katsuko-nee asked anxiously.
「When Yoshida-kun was in his very unstable state...In short, when he discovered that his father disappeared and he still have to go to the entrance ceremony...Shirasaka Yukino talked to him gently by chance. Thus her existence has become special to Yoshida-kun...」
「That's all...?」
「Oya oya...Humans are creatures that when someone spoke a gentle word to them, they're okay thinking that they'll devote their whole life to that one. Katsuko-san, why did you come to like Yoshida-kun? Think about the first...wasn't it because he said something gentle to you?」
「Well...certainly, that might be so, but」
Katsuko-nee seems to have an idea.
「It's just that Yoshida-kun isn't a normal boy, with that coincidence, I think that the existence called Shirasaka Yukino has made a very strong imprint in his heart. It was the time when his mental condition is the most unstable in his life...and in addition, there was no one who was gentle to him after all」
「...I see, that might be the case」
