「...I was allowed to live in this house so...I cannot do anything bad...Therefore, I never did lewd things in this room」
Megu on her underwear told me.
I took the half-naked photo of Megu inside the room where she lived for ten years...「I've never masturbated since I was born... All of the first lewd stuffs were Yoshi-kun's. That will be the same in the future...!」
...Megu?
「You do know that I've been watching men embrace my mother and the other ladies in the mansion since I was born, don't you? Therefore I thought that I would be doing the same thing someday...for always」
Megu was born in the brothel.
The young Megu saw sex that's not normal love.
It's sex of prostitute who sell themselves to men...
Furthermore, it was the time when Shirasaka Sousuke is completely holding the real power of 『Kuromori』
Perhaps...most of them are abnormal sex.「...I remember all of it. How the ladies in the mansion were violated. Remembering that, my heart feels pain...!」
...Megu's slightly trembling...
「I saw it in dreams when I came to this house. Inside the dream...men always were rough on me. I'm being violated absurdly...when I open my eyes, my heart is beating so fast and my whole body is sweating」
The memory of the brothel when she was young...has deeply eaten into Megu's heart...!
「It's not sex of lovers where they gently love each other...In my dream, I'm always forcibly violated...! I always thought that sex means that kind of rape...!」
Megu looks at me with moist eyes.
「Yoshi-kun...what should I do? I think I'm abnormal. I'm a helpless perverted girl...!」
...She's looking at me with teary eyes.
「I'm scared of such delusions on myself. Therefore, I... I never approached men when I was in elementary and middle school. I desperately concentrate on sports and studies...I forbid myself from love or lewd stuffs...because, if someone like me begins to do that...I feel that it would be impossible for me to get out of sex anymore」
On one side...her interest in sex has risen to a threat.
On the other hand...there's the sense of fear and unease for herself.
Two contradicting feelings have always clashed within Megu all this time...「If I experience even just a slight lewdness for once...I thought that I would become a perverted girl」
This girl had sex with me.
Megu's sexual feelings has awakened!!!「...I'll tell only Yoshi-kun about this. Megu is actually a lewd and indecent girl. A pervert. I had interest in lewd stuffs all this time...!」
Megu talks to me like she's confessing.
「Also...It's not just the usual lewdness. Since I was a child, I saw all of the men who were doing mother...! I want my body to be made a mess of...!!!」
...Megu!
「That's why...I was serious about what I told you in the car. I'll be a prostitute only for Yoshi-kun. I'll give my true self to only you. I want to be your sex slave forever. Misuzu-san and Katsuko-san said that just because they're considerate of me, but... Megu actually wants to be a doll violated by Yoshi-kun...!
Megu wants to be violated the same way as her mother.
That must be her thought of atonement from being unable to save her mother.
The gloomy sex deeply twines around Megu's heart.
I must know how to untangle that thread...!