Should never have loved....

I stood before the late evening sun today,

watching the decline of the day.

I was trying to figure out my thoughts

which i could not articulate. I felt lost.

Everything around seemed mundane

I asked myself, “Am I turning insane?”

My reverie was broken by a thunderclap,

all the golden rays gone, the sky turned black.

The charcoal clouds predicted the storm nearing

the beautiful day had a dreary ending.

“How apt this is”, I thought

like my little bubble of happiness, long gone.

I waited for the rain to come down,

drizzle and bedew my droughted love.

But I had wished for the far-fetched,

loved him when I knew I will be heart-wrecked.

So the storm served me right,

should never have loved with hindsight.
~Supriya