If I asked for help...

Ace

It's hard for me to keep a smile on my face
Tripping over the steps of this staircase
Can't escape this absurde visual place
Starting to Embrasse the blank space
Impossible to keep up with your pace
Not enough space in my data base
I have freedom when I manipulate
Can't get rid of my memory trace
I need to get to a higher place
Not part of the human race
Don't ask me to embrace
It takes so much grace
Stuck in this deep dark space
I'm a mental case
In a hiding place
I'm Not an ace
Been Defaced