Dan and Phil oneshots.

Lying

Dans pov

Vidcon, it's fun, right?

Sure, but not when you're in a secret relationship.

It becomes more of a struggle, half of you enjoying meeting fans, and the other half resenting the empty feeling in your stomach not being able to hold your boyfriends hand in public.

There is fans everywhere we turn, the only place we can be ourselves is in our hotel room, with the doors locked. The place we are at the least, with a busy schedule and strict timing.

9:00pm

I was laid down on my single bed, staring at the ceiling. Most people were at some party tonight, but I didn't feel like it right now. Neither did Phil of course, we wanted to be with each other.

"What do you want to do tonight Dan?" Phil asked,

"We could play Mario Kart 8? Make a video even?" he continued.

He came over and sat beside me, so I looked up and pulled myself up.

"Dan, are you okay?" Phil asked, looking at the floor.

"Yep.." I sighed, looking away and fixing my hair as he tried to look me in the eye.

"Liar" Phil laughed, poking my arm and trying to turn this into a casual joke.

"Stop." I whined childishly.

Phil started to tickle me, which I hated as I burst into fits of laughter and fell to the ground, Phil still going.

He was on top of me now, doing that thing he does when he smiles, his tounge poking out the side of his mouth.

Adorable I thought.

I pulled him close to me, hugging him tightly with a horrible feeling in my stomach, because I could hardly ever do this with people around.

"You okay?" Phil whispered into my ear.

"Just sick of it." I replied flatly.

Phil pulled away, looking into my eyes.

"Of me?" He said blankly, his eyes wide, as he moved away from me.

"No, of course not, Phil!" I wailed, moving closer to him which made him move away.

"Then what are you sick of?" he asked, looking at the floor.

"Not being able to show ourselves, having to be locked up away if we ever dare to be us"

"Poetic." Phil said sarcastically.

"I see what you mean though, let's just do it" He smiled.

"Do what?" I asked, as he snatched my hand.

"Come on, Dan. Let's get out there."

We walked out of the room hand in hand, and let the confusion surround us.