So y'all probably don't remember but I talked about a story I was going to write called smash in to you. I started writing it backwards. Literally. Like i started from chapter and decided to work my way up. But sadly I got bored and only did chapters 9 and 10. So im not going to finish it but i want you guys to read it. Here's the last\first chapter I wrote.....
Chapter 9
Onika's POV
March 2, 2014
Memorial hospital
7:35pm
Beyonce and I shared a laugh as we watched tv together. I laid in her arms while she held me from behind. I looked up at her and she smiled, placing a soft kiss on my forehead.
"I wanna do something. I'm tired of being cooped up in this hospital like I'm dying." I laughed. Beyonce looked down at me with a frown.
"Don't say that word anymore, I don't want to hear it." She said. I looked at her confused but nodded.
"I'm sorry." I said giving her puppy eyes. She let a smile escape her lips as she placed a kiss on my cheek.
"You know I could never be mad at you. I just hate that word considering my job deals with it 24/7. But enough of that, where do you want to go?" She asked. I looked up in thought even though I already have a place in mind.
"The rodeos in town, you wanna go?" I asked. She looks at me uncertain but nods.
"Okay, but no roller coasters for you, I don't want to risk anything Onika." She said sternly. I nodded in agreement as I grabbed my coat.
"Let me go and let Dr. Blakney know that I'm taking you out before he has a fit wondering where you are." She said. I nodded putting my shoes on. I swear people up here treats me like a child. I should be able to do what I want.
Minutes later Beyonce returned and held her hand out for mines.
"Shall we?" She asked. I gave her a toothy grin as my dimples flexed and followed her out of the room.
"You're so cute." She giggled.
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8:49pm
Beyonce and I walked around looking at the lights that where given off by the rides illuminating the atmosphere of the night . I held onto the bear Beyonce had won for me and reached for my breast when I felt a sudden sharp pain.
"You okay?" She asked. I nodded giving her a smile as I tried my best to cope with the pain. I played it off by fixing my bra.
"Yea, just adjust my bra, it's kinda tight." I said.
"Onika you shouldn't be wearing that!" She pulled me to the nearby restrooms and gently shoved me to the door.
"Take it off." She said. I sighed passing her my bear and went in to do my business and left right back out to see Beyonce watching the kids go on rides with a small look of adoration on her face. I came up behind her and hugged her waist causing her to jump.
"Oh, you scared me, you ready?" She asked. I nodded grabbing hold of her hand.
"You ever wanted to have any kids of your own?" I asked. Her hand squeezed mine and I knew it was something bad.
"I had one." She said. I paused the conversation taking time to let the atmosphere cool from the tense feelings.
"You wanna talked about it?" I asked. She sighed as we stood in line for the Ferris wheel.
"It's a long story. I don't want to bore you." She said. I stand stood facing her and she smiled slightly.
"Ok, ok. The accident happen when she was two. It was my fault and I-
