Nickis POV
4:28am
Houston Tx
January 6
I peeked around the dark guest room from the bed. It was so cold without bey sleeping next to me. Although I hated it, her snoring was what kept me at peace and made me feel a sense of security. I really wanted her by my side but these passed few days she's been acting funny. I've been sleeping in the guest room three days straight and she has yet to speak to me it about her behavior. I honestly feel like this is the phase in our relationship where the masculine (💀sorry) one starts to pull away mentally emotionally and physically. I decided to take it upon myself to go into our bedroom and lay next to her.
The snoring got louder and I never thought I could mug someone so hard. Soft snores are fine but when you get to sounding like a grizzly bear we have a freakin problem.
"Beyoncé." I whispered. She moved letting out a deep breath and went right back to snoring.
"Mommy can you tell daddy to stop snoring! I can hear her all the da way in here, and I only thwee feet away!" I could hear Zoe yell. Should I tell her three feet isn't that far at all? Her grown ass.
I smiled and got out of bed to check on my babies. Even though all of my kids are dysfunctional, I still love them and there's nothing I wouldn't do for them at the end of the day. I just want my family to be happy and not end up living in different homes with new mommas or daddies.
I flipped on Zoe's room light and she squinted at me.
"Hello there Onika." She smiled. She's three Onika chill the fuck out.
"Baby, you are NOT aloud to call me that." I said as nice as I could.
"Why not, Onika?" She asked showing off her baby teeth with her adorable smile.
"Because I'm your mommy and that's what you are gonna refer to me as." I said smiling sarcastically.
"Ok, Onika mommy." She replied. I rolled my eyes and kissed her forehead.
"Go to sleep child." I said getting up to check on the next two. She'll be four next month. Should I even bother giving these spoiled ass kids birthdays?
I went into Ashley's room and flipped on her light switch knowing she didn't like when I did that. I heard her smack her lips and groan.
"Turn it offffff." She pouted. I sat on her bed and smiled. Why the fuck am I being so friendly?
"How are you?" I asked.
"Tired." She responds nonchalantly. I nod awkwardly and smile.
"Any think you wanna do tomor-
"Sleep." She said cutting me off. I fasted my arm across my chest. This is some lifetime family shit.
"Ok, besides that-
"Why are you in my room at three in the mornin-
"Ashely shut the hell up and go to bed. Onika get your ass back in the room and stop bothering them damn kids. They fine." Beyonce said causing me to jump.
"Oh hey-
"Let's go." She said walking into grab my arm.
"Girl you betta listen to yo daddy." Ashely smirked. My eyes widen and Beyoncé looked at her so quick I thought her neck would have cracked.
"Shut yo ass up. Don't say no shit like that no more." Beyonce said. She's aggressive as hell. Who work her ass up?
"Who woke you up?" I asked. She kept walking and went to our room and pointed at Zoe.
"Get your child out of here before I hurt her lil ass." Beyoncé groaned and got back in the bed. I looked at Zoe and she frowned.
"Bey I don't know what the hell your problem is but what you not gonna do is take it out on OUR kids." I said picking Zoe up. Beyoncé opened one eye and stared at me before sitting up.
"Come again?" She asked. I huffed and Zoe Laid her head on my shoulder.
"Stop coming at them like that. They didn't do shit." I said. Beyoncé smiles and rubbed her face over and rested her head in her hands.
"Anything else baby?" She asked.
"Bey- wait.." I was about to go off on her but her response caught me off guard.
"Anything. Else." She said slower. I rolled my eyes.
"Yea, fix that damn attitude." I said.
"I agree with Onika." Zoe mumbled tiredly. I looked at her and told bey I'll be back.
I laid zoey down in her room and kissed her goodnight. I wonder where the hell this Onika shit came from. I walked back to the room and Beyoncé looked at me and leaned back against the headboard.
"Continue." She said. I sighed and sat on the edge of the bed.
"Beyoncé what's wrong? Why you acting like you don't want us around you? You've been snapping a lot lately and been acting more aggressive then usual." I said. She stared at me and smiled.
"I'm fine. Y'all the ones acting funny." She shrugged. I looked down at my fingers. I just don't understand her anymore.
Omniscient
Beyoncé watched her wife. She didn't understand why Onika was making a big fuss over her attitude like it's not an everyday thing. She gnawed at the wall in her mouth after realizing Onika was upset. She reached and pulled Onika into her embrace.
"Sorry." She mumbled. Nicki sniffed.
To be continued....
I wasn't done with the chapter but I realized I promised someone an update for today and I knew my mind wasn't gonna come at with anything right now so....here you go. Sorry❤️
