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Me-me

What I want in a person:
Someone with similar humor.
Someone who can balance being together and personal space.
Someone who challenges me and  makes me feel safe.
Someone who is kind of quiet but can also speak there mind, let's me deal with myself if I need to but supports, a loyal person.

I don't know, it's easy to fall in love but to be understood is something I treasure way more then that. Which is why these are things I also want in the qualities of my friends, I guess there's just a special spark In love I know nothing about yet.

I want that person who can make me feel loved without saying I love you a lot.

Of course that's nice, but I also want simple signs of affection. That quiet kind of love, but not a weak or loveless one.  like I said, I have no clue.

It takes me forever to realize I have a cush, like a year or some shit. As much as I want these things.. I don't feel like I need them right now, I feel like I'm too young to worry about it. Young in the sense that I have shit I need to deal with first. Just not ready. You know? I don't want to date people over hear like 'SOMEONE WILL LOVE YOU YOUR NOT LOVELESS' and I know I'm not.

When I love someone I really have to love them. I would do anything for the people I Care for, I know that people only see my sarcasm but I do have the ability to be a dependable, loving, kind person. I would push myself pass my comfort zone to Comprise with someone and give them the things they need too.
Even if I like all these things in people, I'm also a dedicated person who  will try to look for the best in people even if that's not what I was first looking for. I also like planning sweet things for the people I care for and it would be nice to have someone who I can have that with.

I'm willing to put in effort. I just worry that if may cloud my judgment if I jump into a relationship now. I also know I'm a lot of work, I'm straight forward and blunt but sometimes I have no idea what I need and I just need to be reminded of my good qualities. I tend to worry more about the people around me then myself (in any type of relationship) and I can stress out a lot. My flaws will not change over night and I do not want someone to just feel like they can 'fix it' I need to do my growing as a person for myself.

Also you have to be prepared for my childish side and the fact that I became tried and may become confused easily. Especially In Mornings.

I just love people and I absolutely love giving advice, I would never look for the 'perfect human' I'm believe in letting people grow into who they are. I would never aspect that of someone even myself, I contradict myself a lot on this because I'm a perfectionist of sorts if it benefits me. There is no perfect person, just a great person for you. Love is just very personal, I know it's not the same for everyone because everyone will benefit differently from love then the next person.