STUFF AN More2 stuff

Anger

I'm always the one who'll want to make it work. You could give me a problem and I would personally feel a need to help no matter what. If I feel like it'll benefit me long run I'll work smarter but never harder as I'm lazy. I've pulled things apart a million ways. But I'm not the best with self care. So I'm not good with my anger. I'll feel a need to walk away and handle it but I don't want to hurt someone because I had to find ways to help myself in the heat of the moment and feel as if I can't communicate when it counts.
I'll sit there and let an emotion just sit with me for a bit because i need to just sit and think. If I am distracted from it, usually in a place with lots of people, I panic. I usually just walk away. I like to be humble. It's like I'm not worth the feeling sometimes. It's like I'm denying myself self-care. I liked to run before but my body can't do that now. I need to find other ways. I don't know if this makes any sense.
Ummnnn.

I found out im a moon virgo and a Mars aries.

If you don't know.

The sun your behavior or your outer self, the moon is the reflection of the sun.

Your sun sign is just your birth month.

For Mars and moon you need to Know the place, time and of course month. Your sun sign and your moon/Mars don't always match and it's normal if they don't.

Back to the topic

It's one of the reasons im loud. I'm very quite when I feel I can be, but often times it's like if your voice isn't loud you don't have a voice at all or your a pushover.

I just want to be an equal. That's all.
Tell me in a straight forward way. Sometimes I just need to be left and then

'okay now'

I just worry about others more then I do myself.
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Capricorns are ruled by Saturn, kind of unlucky. Saturn is known for karma and life changing events or even mid life crises and such. But we learn a lot.  But Saturn may not be very quote unquote approachable. Saturn likes to weed out the weak. People ruled under Saturn usually get hate don't like being treated like lesser people. Capricorn usually sticks to tradition but Saturn is about change like I'll teach you one time I have patience for a lot of people. But I have a limit. I am not to be messed with because I don't like fighting. I'll just take you down a smarter way and that is if I can even be bothered ill just ignore you if I can. Im the time that'll be to the point and blunt,

I like to do things on my own.
If you look up capricorn you'd actually sea that we're also associated with a sea-goat or a part goat part fish. We do get very emotional sometimes water signs are usually in tune with that and we do have a bit of water element. My point is I don't like giving my emotions control but I seek self teaching, so I do give myself the time to de construct but not in the moment. I'm not a stone. I will probably act like a stone because that's what I feel I need, my protection of myself because I am soft at the core
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Uhhh sorry about the random zodiac stuff sometimes after venting I need a random thing to re focus on