Millennium-Betrayal

Chapter 7 ❝The Night❞

She told him to stop, but he did not cared nor give a damn about her pleading.

"What happened...?" Miranda asked, her voice softened so it doesn't sound like she's commanding.

That night, Emily had a duty to bring a message for a the Russians. On the way back, she met a guy who was friends with her back when she was in England.

It's horrifying.

The feeling.

Emily clenched her chest tightly, her heart is racing ridiculous fast. She was scared. Afraid.

He pushed her in the corner and ravished her like a cabbage.

"I can't..." Emily had her eyes shut tightly.

When she came back, her clothes were torn and she immediately seek help for Rip.

"Help..." She stood in front of her with bruised cheeks, cuts and scraps on her entire body.

The huntress went to her, cleaned her and fed her. She even killed that Bustard for her, all without anyone's else knowing.

She felt trapped whenever she's close to someone she does not know of. The feeling of filthiness and shame is still within her. She can never forget that night.

Betrayed

Dishonor to her family

Filthy

These words kept telling her, she's unworthy...A ruined destroyed body in seeking of love and comfort? That made her want to throw up.

"So a miscarriage. A very small price to pay, really." Emily forced a smile towards the Commander. But then tears started slowly, flowing down to her cheeks. She place a hand aupon her chest and exclaimed. "I want to die." She yelled, looking at her with tear filled eyes. Hurt and anger.

"Even if I wear all this exquisite of clothing upon me, that doesn't cover up how FILTHY I FUCKING AM! THAT DOESN'T FUCKING CHANGE THE FACT THAT I WAS CONTAMINATED! I AM IMPURE!" Her yelling echoed around the whole room.

"I want to die..."

Miranda looked at her in horror, never have Emily feel like this before. To hide herself like this, to avoid the subject by changing her work environment. How can that guy do something to this girl.

"I t-told him to stop..."

But he never listened.

Sheltering herself under Major's wing is the way she could have think off. So she could forget, and she can move on. And rule over everyone just because she was the Major's pet. Just so she can have control over everyone.

She does not like the idea of feeling trapped or being controlled.

"Emily I-" Miranda tried to speak but couldn't, she can't express how she really felt for that poor human. Sure, she has been in some similar state as hers but never too serious.

"He took a thing from me, and I can never get it back. I can never feel proud of that. I can never feel whole." Emily said, trying her tears with her sleeves, quickly fixed herself, and smile. "So in other words, I am fine."

That's a lie that Emily had been telling her all the time. It hurts her to know that she will not be fine.

"Duties call. Major need me~" Emily said in the pretend cherry time of hers. "I hope that this is the truth that you wanted, Sir. I will take my leave now." She turned and left.