Scared to Love | Min Yoongi ✔️

~*Chapter 24*~

"Hey~" You groan at the enthusiastic voice that creeps into your ears and swat your hand about until you hit a smooth surface.

"Ouch! Hey!" And the voice is angry. Oops.

"What." You say rather harshly to who you now know is Hoseok due to the weird giggling he does randomly. "We have school, dumb dumb." He says in a childish tone. "And I have something to ask you." By the way he sounds, it's something stupid clearly. "What?" You finally open your eyes to a smirking Hoseok.

"What did you and Yoongi do?"

Your eyes widen at the flashback of that moment. You become flustered in an instant and start waving your hands like they do in those animes. "N-Nothing! Why would you even ask that? It's not like I like him or anything!" Right? Hoseok hums, raiding an eyebrow suspiciously. "Right... okay! School! Go get ready~!" He sings in a screeching voice. You cover your ears and run to your room to get changed into your clothes.

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"So..." Hoseok trailed off. "Hobi, I swear-" "What did you and Yoongi do?" he props his head on his hand trying to look interested. "For the tenth time. Nothing." You say through gritted teeth.

You and Hoseok are in your car on your way to school and he won't stop asking you about Yoongi. It was only a ten minute drive yet it feels like longer. "But-" "Jung Hoseok, I will throw you out this goddamn car if you do not shut the fuck up in less than a second." You warn, your grip on the wheel tightening. You hear Hoseok gulp and turn to face the window with a, what you hope, scared expression. "Thank you." Your grip loosens and you turn on the radio so it isn't awkward. Your favourite song comes on, In my Blood, and you relax into the song.

When you arrive at school, Hoseok breaks into a sprint and runs to his class. "SorryIgottagoIdontwanttobelateyouknow!" and off he goes.

You sigh while smiling lightly at the weird boy running away. "Idiot." you mumble to yourself. "What's wrong with him?" A voice behind you makes you jump, you turn to the voice and hit their shoulder. "Yoongi! What the fuck? Don't do that!" You say as your hand grips the area near your heart. Yoongi chuckles before saying 'sorry' in a teasing way causing you to hit him again. "Dumbass." you spit but can't hold your smile back.

You both walk into school after locking your car. You're walking down the hallways to your first class, English. "Yoongi, what class do you have?" You ask without looking at him. He takes out his phone to check his timetable. "Uh, English, I think." You turn to him with a smile, he looks confused until it clicks. "You too?" he asks, you nod with a cheesy grin plastered on your face. "Lets go~" you sing, grabbing his hand earning a few looks and whispers but you rub it off as nothing.

Yoongi stumbles before regaining his balance and following after you with a gummy smile on his baby face. "Hurry, we're going to be late!" You laugh as you carry on dragging Yoongi to your class. Yoongi studies the side of your face.

Your wide, beautiful smile that never used to be so out for the world to see is now in front of him and glowing. Your eyes which shimmer in the crappy hallway lights, your happy soul clearly showing through them brightly. Your cute button nose when it scrunches up in disgust when you eat something or just don't like something. The way your hair falls over your shoulders even when you run, the way it looks so soft and probably feels like it too.

Yoongi can't help but blush slightly when looking at you. In his eyes, you're perfect. You're his type. Nobody else could replace you in Yoongi's eyes. The way you make him laugh. The way you make him flustered and you don't even know it. The way you are you and nobody else can replicate that. You're probably the only girl he's let in other than his sister. You're special to him.

Of course, Yoongi couldn't tell you that. Heck, he couldn't tell himself that.

It was true, he has feelings for you. He didn't know when they appeared. He just woke up someday and liked you in a romantic way. There wasn't much to it, really. It just... happened. It's been like this even before the near-kiss took place which left Yoongi shook. Clearly it didn't have any impact on you from what Yoongi can see.

That's where he was wrong.

You didn't exactly love Yoongi but you do like him in a way that isn't friends or best friends. You don't use the word 'love' a lot. It isn't a word you would just throw around like any other. It has meaning to you. A deep meaning. Yes, others can go around saying how much they love people that are their best friends but you can't. Never once have you said that you love Nayeon like a friend. You're only going to use love for the person who truly captures your heart and makes you feel like no other has before. That's what you think love is. On the other hand, it's difficult for you to love. Especially after Yoongsu. He treated you like dirt. You lost confidence in yourself after that relationship which was hardly ever a relationship in the first place. If you could, you would go back to the day you met and probably just stayed in bed. You'd do anything to erase him from your life. Anything. Then Yoongi came. He's helped you a lot.

From Jungkook forcing himself onto you to Yoongsu attacking Yoongi because of you. He's been there for you, even if it hasn't been long, he's been there. You realise that Yoongi isn't just someone that comes into your life for a matter of seconds and then leaves. You realise that he may be with you for most of your life if you let him in more.

You get to your English class just minutes before the bell rings. You walk in, your grip still on Yoongi's hand like its completely normal, and were about to take a seat before Yoongi cleared his throat awkwardly. You turned to him and released his hand before apologising "S-sorry..." you giggle trying to make the atmosphere less tense. That is until you realise how full the class is. Almost all eyes are on you two, both of you, near the back, standing up, only you two are standing up. Your face starts to burn so you sit down quickly and hide your face, you head Yoongi's soft chuckle before a chair being dragged out from under a desk. You figure he's sat down next to you. You stay in that position with your head covered until you hear a voice saying, "It's okay, you can stop hiding. People have looked away." You poke your head out to see Yoongi leaning over slightly, you blush at how close he's gotten just to whisper to you. "R-Right, yeah." You stutter, the class starts and you focus your attention to the board.

Yoongi's attention is on you for the majority of English class and the rest of the day.

It's official.

He's fallen.

*A/N~ im trying to hurry the process on the book up bc im writing another book, taekook, bc i feel like writing x readers isn't exactly my territory but it doesn't mean im not going to try*