Being Different (D.Winchester)

1.21 Maggie

Night.

I was on my way back to my room. A lawyer had been found dead earlier. He had hung himself.

I walked into the room and saw Sam sitting there in the dark. I turned no the lights and he grimaced.

Me "There's been another one. Some guy just hung himself in his room. "

Sam nodded "yeah. I saw. "

Me "We've gotta figure this out, and fast. Where's your brother?"

Sam "You're bossy. "

My eyebrows shot up in surprised "What?"

Sam "You're bossy. And cute. "

He giggled at the end.

I raised an eyebrow "Are you drunk?"

Sam nodded " Yeah. So? Stupid. "

I looked around and saw a dozen of empty bottles lying around.

Then i looked at Sam "what are you thinking? We're working a case, Sam. "

Sam starred at something and i could see tears in his eyes " That guy who hung himself. I couldn't save him. "

I asked confused " What are you talking about? You didn't know, you couldn't have done anything."

Sam looked at me "That's an excuse, I should have found a way to save him. I should have saved Ava too."

I sighed and walked to him "Yeah, well, you can't save everyone, even you said that. "

Sam slammed his hand on the table "No, Elena, you don't understand, all right? The more people I save, the more I can change!"

I flinched a little " Change what?"

Sam put a hand on his chest "My destiny, Lena! "

I starred at him and then nodded "All right. Time for bed. Come on, Sasquatch. "

I grabbed his shoulders.

Sam " I need you to watch out for me. "

I nodded "Yeah. I always do. "

He shook his head "No! No, no, no. You have to watch out for me, all right? And if I ever turn into something that I'm not, you have to kill me."

My heart broke at this.

I shook my head "Sam"

He stood up and grabbed my shoulder " Elena! Dad told you to do it, you have to. "

I asked surprised "Dean told you?"

He nodded.

Me "Yeah, well, your dad's an ass."

He looked at me confused.

Me " He never should have said anything, I mean, you don't do that, you don't, you don't lay that kind of crap on someone"

Sam shook his head "No. He was right to say it! Who knows what I might become? Even now, everyone around me dies! "

Me "I'm not dying, okay? Dean's not dying and neither are you. Come on. Sam."

He pushed him backwards onto the bed. He sat back up and clutched my shirt. I put my hand on his wrist.

Sam "No, please! Elena, you're the only one who can do it. Promise. "

I shook my head "Don't ask that of me."

Sam pleaded "please. You have to promise me. "

Me "you're drunk"