Being Different (D.Winchester)

1. 95 Black Eyed Whore

Back at Church. 

 An older man and woman were assembling salt shells. 

Roger was practicing loading a shotgun" Okay, all right."

 Ellen " Roger, hang on a second-"

 Roger fumbled and dropped the shell " Sorry."

Everybody had their job. I saw Sam sitting alone in the corner. 

I walked to him and sat down next to him.

Me "you okay?"

Sam looked at me surprised. 

Me "what?"

Sam "It's just, you and i haven't had a conversation in months"

Me "and whose fault is that?"

He looked down. 

Me "you were the one pushing me away, over and over again, Sam. Not the other way around"

He nodded "i know. And i am sorry, Elena, so sorry. "

I nodded. 

Sam "And i'll do anything to make it up to you, Elena?"

I nodded "good to hear. Now, tell me what's wrong?"

He looked down " It's just...at the store. Those demons were possessing teenagers. I mean, I had to slit some kid's throat. "

Me "Because you had to, because you had no other choice"

Sam nodded "I know. I just...it used to be like...  I just wish I could save people like I used to."

Me "you mean when you were all high on demon blood?"

He shook his head "I didn't say that. "

Suddenly Ellen was standing in front of us "I'll be back."

We looked up. 

Me "Where you going?"

 Ellen " I can't sit here on my ass. My daughter's out there somewhere. I'm not back in half an hour, go. Get these people out of here. "

I nodded and stood up "hold on, i'm gonna come with you"

She nodded but then Dean jumped in. 

Dean "Whoa, hold on. Can I talk to you for a second?"

I sighed and followed him out of the room. 

Dean " You're gonna go out there again?"

i nodded "yeah."

Dean shook his head "I-"

Me "you come me now with the "it's too dangerous"-crap then i'm gonna shoot you in your face"

Dean "Your powers are somehow blocked"

I raised my eyebrows at him "how'd you-?"

Dean "i'm not stupid, Elena. I heard what you said after Bobby stabbed himself. And I-"

Me"Dean, i am going, okay?"

He sighed "Len-"

Me "enough, Dean!"

He tensed his jaw.

Ellen walked out to us "you ready, Elena?"

I nodded and looked at her "yeah"

Outside. 

Ellen and i were walking through the streets.