For some reason, I just randomly don't feel wanted. Even if I know I am, my head just blanks out and I can't hear anything but "you're worthless"
And it happens at the randomness times. Today I was just laughing with my friends and I just stopped laughing and I couldn't shake the thought of of my head.
"You aren't wanted. You're worthless."
I wish they would stop. I tell people, but they don't care. I wish they would, though. I wish I could just talk to them without them laughing it off or making it seem less of a problem. Not only things like that^^
Just anything that bothers me. Like if I was having a bad day or anything. I just wish they would care. I know they say they do, but I just wish they would express it more.
