Shortly after yet another clap of thunder, I heard a soft knocking on my door. Slighty startled, I checked my phone again, and it was only 1am.
"Hello?" My voice cracked as I called out.
The door creaked open and a tall, skinny figure which I immediately recognised shuffled into the room. I reached over and switched on the bedside lamp.
He wore shorts and an oversized sweater, which was so long that it gave him paws. I saw that Hyungwon's eyes were red and puffy from crying, and out of instinct, I sat up straight in bed. Hyungwon's cheeks flushed red and I noticed him looking at my exposed chest, so I pulled up the covers to hide myself.
"S-sorry for disturbing you, I-I just wondered if I could stay h-here for a minute...I don't really like thunderstorms." He wiped his eyes and I smiled comfortingly at him. I nodded and shuffled over, allowing him space to sit next to me.
"It's ok. I don't like them either." I reassured him, giving him gentle pats on the back. "Do you want to sleep here?"
He nodded and laid down onto his back, staring at the ceiling. I wondered what he was thinking about.
His eyes eventually closed and I laid down beside him. The rain outside seemed to be easing off, and the thunder had almost completely stopped too. A small shaft of moonlight spilled into the room, and Hyungwon's features were illuminated, giving him an ethereal glow. He was too beautiful to handle.
Tentatively I put a hand around his waist. He was warm and soft, and I pressed my body closer to his.
"Hoseok?" My heart leapt in my chest as I realised that he was awake. To my dismay, he shuffled carefully away from me.
He opened his eyes and faced me. "I'm sorry, I really shouldn't be doing this."
I swallowed the lump in my throut. "It's okay. I understand." I whispered.
Hyungwon's POV
"It's okay. I understand."
He didn't understand. I couldn't ignore the way my heart had skipped a beat when I felt those strong arms around me, despite knowing that they weren't Minhyuk's. I had only ever seen Hoseok as a friend, and I intended on keeping it that way. But I knew deep down that something had changed, and I couldn't ignore it forever.
//short update! Summer is finally here so I will be able to update most days :) also I won't be doing Hyungwon's POV regularly but just thought I'd try it out. Or would you like more Hyungwon POV? Plz let me know! Also thanks for all the reads! ❤ //
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FanficShin Hoseok falls for the cute boy from Chemistry class. He is willing to do anything to get the boy he loves, even if it means breaking hearts. my first ever fanfic, probably terrible, i'm sorry XD