What do you feel when you're alone? There are people choose to be alone while others can't.
The happy memories are still there but why still it hurts?
I become the person who wear cold expression every now and then. But the destiny always playing with me. Sometime we bumped each other and sometimes you bullied me with those harsh words. I want to fought back but I can't because I still love you. Yes I do! the only problem is I can't because Im afraid. I am afraid to trust someone. I am afraid that you will leave me like they always do.
I am afraid that you're just using me and then one day you told me that you're not happy with me. I am afraid that I am just a toy to you. Because of that I decided to stay away from them --from people rather just to avoid things like this.
But because of the people who crossed my boundary and stabbed my heart makes me worse than I ever imagined.
How come first love never come true? All those moment when we first met. All the precious memories we shared. Your bright smile that keep me strong are now a thing of a past. I am happy I got to see you and I think you make me like this but thank you for turning me into a cold blooded thing. Good bye.
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Why single?
Non-FictionA life full of mediocre instill by the darkness ----- fear of being complicated in all matters precisely uncompatible to the world of sociality. Being the outcast yet you let yourself blinded of wicked.
