I lost my memories in my childhood. I dont know why I lost them. But when those words keep banging me those memories appears. I dream myself when I was young. A girl who always wear those beautiful smile but suddenly the smile faded and it turns into sadness. Her father always abuse her mother physically and mentally. Everytime her father got drunk he will abuse her mother. Everynight he never stopped hurting her mother. The girl always crying and afraid. She hid herself in an isolated corner. Her family is'nt perfect but she always wish that someday they will be happy family like fairytales do. Those abuse did'nt stop until she reach the age of 13.
She thought her father change now that she is growing up to be matured but its not.
One night her father went home late at night very drunk.
She thought that he will sleep peacefully but she heard her parents arguing again.
She hid herself and watched her father abuse her mother.
She can't stand anymore watching them. She yelled without knowing she is crying and trembling. They stopped but it gotten worst. Her father dragged her and abuse her as well. Saying those harsh words.
From there and now on, she got a trauma but when years has passed it seems her father stopped drinking. He always say sorry but its no use to her.
When she reach the age of 15 years old she tend to forget her past, she can't remember anything but she got a phobia, fear of trusting people.
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Why single?
Non-FictionA life full of mediocre instill by the darkness ----- fear of being complicated in all matters precisely uncompatible to the world of sociality. Being the outcast yet you let yourself blinded of wicked.
