Detroit: To Become Human, To Find Love.

Marcus x Connor // Part 24 // Jealousy With North 2!

"I-I feel the same way but. I... I can't help but think about North and how much she hates me, I just want to be her friend, did I do something wrong?"

"No Connor, you didn't do anything, North is just a very passionate person. I haven't been talking to her for a while so she's probably worried to lose me" Marc had answered, he kisses the androids lips and pulls away. "Hey, Don't worry about her, she'll come around..." Marcus had said softly, kissing Connor again, Connor kisses back. North walks off and scoffs, jealousy and rage continued to fill North's veins and body.

"Marcus..." Connor mumbled as he pulls away slowly from his lover, he looks up at Marc with a soft unhappy frown which made Marc unhappy to see. "Marcus, I'm so confused about these emotions and thoughts... I know being a deviant means departing from usual or accepted standards, especially in social or sexual behavior but I don't feel like I am a deviant, I don't feel like a Connor either I don't know what my purpose is any more or what I-"

"You're lost, Connor" Marcus had interrupted, he stares deeply into Connor's deep brown eyes that looked lonely, that looked scared and confused, he looked lost. Connor's eyes flicker, tears well up but he tilted his head to the side.

"What do you mean, Marcus? I'm right here with you, in your room" Connor had mumbled, his voice trembled as if he might break out crying in any moment. It felt weak and light. Marcus took in a long breath and he untwined their hands and places his hands on Connor's cheek, removing Connor's skin and then lightly touching foreheads.

"You're lost, you feel numb. You feel helpless. You also feel hopeless... I feel sadness, I can feel you every day after the war being sad... you lost interest in talking to Hank, in fear you don't want to lose him. You're scared he might not want to be your friend because you feel emotion now, you're scared you might say something that might hurt him, hurt you. Now that you have freedom and can do what you want when you want, you don't know if you want to continue as a detective or not" Marc had mumbled, he cups both of Connor's cheeks and looked a little deeper. Connor whimpered a little as he could see some of Marc's memories. "Connor, I can't control what you want or how you feel but I can say that I love you and you are a deviant and you don't need to be 'departing' from a usual or accepted standards or in social or sexual behaviour- No Connor, being a deviant, it means you can feel emotions, it means you can choose empathy and be free... and that is what you are, you can feel emotions, you can choose empathy and you have so many times and I couldn't be any more proud of you... You're free now Connor and I am right here if you need me, because I'm all yours" Marc had burst, a sudden expression as he smiles happily at Connor. Connor smiles back and holds onto Marc's hands, melting into them.

"Marc, thank you" Connor mumbled, tears streaming down his cheeks. Marc had sighed in relief, he felt Connor relax more, He felt Connor's emotions of happiness. "Marcus, do you love me?" Connor asked out of the blue, Marcus pulled away from Connor and looked at him with a 'you serious?' Look. Connor blinks a few times and looks away.

"Of course I love you, Connor, I love you more than anything"

"Why do you love me?"

"Because you show more emotion than anyone, you feel so much and you're so curious about everything... I don't know, I'm just drawn to you but I do know that it was not a mistake"

Marc embraces Connor with another kiss, wrapping his arms around Connor's hips and pulling him close and then laying them down on the bed they sat on. Connor closed his eyes, and rested his head to Marc's chest, Connor patched up his skin and he felt Marc run his finger delicately through his Brunette hair.

"Connor, go see Hank tomorrow, help him on a case... ok?" Marc had asked, requesting it. Connor stirred a little but nodded, not wanting to argue with Marcus. "I'll talk to North, ok?"