Detroit: To Become Human, To Find Love.

Gavin x Connor //Part 64//Dumb android 6!

For absurbed 

"I-I... I don't want to talk about my feelings" Gavin mumbled, looking down. Connor only blinks and tilts his head to the side, curious about this human that pinned him and although his system alerted him of a hard drive meltdown and an alarm about the heat on his hand that could damage the rubber silicone skin but all his brown, dark soiled eyes could think and be worried for is Gavin, his partner and even Connor knew that Gavin didn't but only three options he thought of would seal his fate in this male bathroom.

Ask him about his feelings, be silent, and leave but Connor was determined... for what? Being friends? Well, yes. To help Gavin, yes... Of course, Connor knew you couldn't save a poor soul, a damaged and messed up soul, you can't save it, and you can't save them unless they wanted to be saved.

Gavin was a black hole that sucks anything into the total abyss just like Hank, Connor notes. Was it necessarily bad? No, not at all. "I hate my feelings, they get in a way of everything" Mutters Gavin, that was also like Connor and for a moment, Connor concluded that maybe Hank and Gavin hate each because they were similar and they noticed that and because they hate themselves they hate each other yet Connor never hated Gavin, it was never in his codes to have a liking nor an emotion for him, Connor did though, he had emotions for him.

There was one question, he needed to know... What emotion did he have? Connor was going to find out if and when Gavin shared his feelings that's when Connor will know, like how a bee knows a flower is ready to be pollinated. "And I hate you! I hate how you try to be friends with me! I never asked for this! Who told you to be friends with me? Who?" Asked Gavin, tempted and now angry.

"No, one, no one told me to be friends with you," said the android in plain emotions, his brown eyes ripe and soft as he looked into Gavin's eyes. Connor still didn't move, he stayed pinned under Gavin. "What else do you feel?" Connor asked as his LED lit up slightly, a faint beautiful blue. Connor continues to stare into his eyes, slowly he held Gavin's hands, unnoticed by Gavin who was unsure about Connor's questions. Unsure about what? That the android is asking about his feelings when it's only made up of scraps that are programmed to investigate and link things, an android asking about feelings, it made Gavin's stomach quivered and turn, during his time growing up, when you watched movies of androids feeling emotions, it was a bad sign. "Go on "Encouraged Connor with that goofy voice that Gavin didn't like.

"I... I... I feel... misunderstood? I feel... angry when idiot gets in on my things, like you... you came and you took over my cases because you're an android... you can do things that humans can't, I hate androids, you shouldn't be here..." Gavin complained, he didn't feel quite good about, he wasn't relieved but sharing how he felt, it was satisfying a little bit. Gavin's brow was furrowed and his face still tense and reading Connor's face, he had to go on. "I don't care that Hank doesn't like me, I don't care that you hate or like me, I really don't... I just want to do my job, I want to be alone and I want... I want people.... Look, Connor, what do you think is wrong with me?" asked the human, frowning.

"I think you're on edge, I think you are lost. You are annoyed at me because you are afraid that you will be replaced by me, you feel threatened and... you love your job, this is your dream, to be a detective and because I am here... When you are filled with fear, you use anger... you're not afraid of anything but fear and the outcome you can't control... That's exactly what I thought and wanted to investigate..." Connor confirms and nods to himself, Gavin was exposed, and he felt naked. Gavin didn't know what to say, he didn't know what to do. Time was slow, time was still and life was a mountain of bliss, between them. "Wouldn't you find it funny, that if I had made a different decision to not get you coffee, I wouldn't be here now, would I? if I followed hank around, my fate would've been written in different. Because, how I see it, it hadn't pinned me here on this wall, in another different universe, without you here, I don't think we would never become complete" Connor softly whispers, Gavin's face dropped, he felt pale and faint, but almost tranquil. Gavin looks at Connor's plastic lips, looking him up and down, lips to his eyes, lips to his eyes and lips to his eyes.

'I shouldn't think like this, I shouldn't feel like this' he thought. 'He's an android... I'm a human... he was right, I'm scared of him but I hate him... yet... I love him' Thoughts swirl and swirl around Gavin's mind, like water swirling around in a cup with a spoon, the clink the silver spoon would make when hitting the inside of the glass cup you once had, the clink would be the clock ticking in the background. Hot breaths against Connor's cheeks, their faces inches apart and their hearts tide around tight with each other's, their libido love etched into their twisted hearts, love of red, pink, explosions of all kinds of colour bats them, it hit them hard and covered them, if Connor was human, he would feel small metaphoric insects, flutter around in his belly. His bones light and jelly and his face covered instead of a blue, a red blush. "You dumb Android" he mutters angrily, pressing his lips onto Connors and closes his eyes tight, embracing Connor's chest and arms wrapped around his neck.
The bathroom door opens, the same room that Connor and Gavin embraced each other in. it creaks, loudly as Gavin and Connor shared another kiss, oblivious as the two people enter with sharp eyes.